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Yin and Yang

2012-02-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

Hahahha. I loooooove this picture. Seribu satu cerita woh.

nostalgic, yes?

2012-02-09T03:16:00.001+08:00

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

A nostalgia for high school days! And present. (:

*Okay, bleeps. As much as I do not like to brood about feelings, I need to let my emotions run free this time. Bear with me!*

He stuck up for me albeit I repeatedly chased (and still is chasing) him off after all this time.

Now please, don't get my intentions by mistake.

I'm not proud of myself to say that I'm rejecting someone.

In fact, I'm ashamed. For what? For hurting people.

When you hurt people's feelings, you somehow hurt Allah's.

Have you considered that?

So tell me, how is saying no to a relationship an act that's to be bragged about?

Argh see what you made me do.

I'm writing beside the point here ._____.

Moving on from Line 1...

You did too. But not for long enough.

You knew me very well, mister. Better than some of my close friends do, I dare say.

Knew hm.

You see me the way everyone wanted you to.

You never see me the way I want you to, to see that I actually care enough about you when everyone else thought and said otherwise.

That I'm just using you. Using you?

Boy, please. I don't use people. I don't take them for toys nor dolls.

You draw a lotta flak from the public to me.

Sometimes I feel that you only bring me, forgive me for saying this but, misery.

Which only drew me anything but nearer to you and for that, it serves its purpose right: as a mirror for your egoism.

P/s: Emo Nissy, tch tch tch. Hey, did I ever tell you me mum's a matchmaker mum? Dengan distant cousin pula tu! >_<

just life.

2012-02-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

Cross my heart and truth be told, I thought I feel your Rock 'n Roll - Falling by Daniel Nitt

It's just one of the songs I'm currently into right now. Okay, brother's returned me the favour of downloading all TVD episodes. Up till the 13th, Season 3. I can now go back to watching TVDDD :D. But not so fast my friend. There's a lot of catching up to do with Gossip Girl. I'm only a few episodes away from finishing Season 1 and 2 more awaits! Lepas ni, I really have to get it going with The Big Bang Theory Season 1 sampai habis. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand Pretty Little Liars! Gosh banyaknya.

Hey, entertainment is entertainment. Work is work. And obligation is obligation. Don't forget to recite the Qur'an Al-Karim every now and then, bleeps! We can waste hours and hours for some worldly pleasure, why not spend a mere 10 minutes to recite a page or two of the Qur'an for our own benefit in the hereafter?

I'm no saint, never said I was or am. Just a really friendly reminder to all of you out there that I care about. I do! Never leave Allah The Exalted for he will never leave his followers' side.

xoxo! :)

SMILE!

2012-02-01T05:20:00.000+08:00

I swear I'm smiling from ear to ear like an idiot right now. There's nobody particular in mind but I just feel loved by, I don't know, someone? It's like a spontaneous telepathic love transmission or somn haha. What the hell, eh? :D

Have YOU smiled today? (:

so much of this and yet so little of that.

2012-01-30T05:04:00.000+08:00

1. So much effort and yet so little appreciation.
2. So much work and yet so little time.
3. So much drama and yet so little truth.
4. So much love and yet so little enunciation.
5. So much hatred and yet to so little purpose.
6. So much wealth and yet so little contentment.
7. So much faith and yet so little awareness.
8. So much lies and yet so little repentance.
9. So much honesty and yet so little comfort.
10. So many promises and yet so little grasp.
11. So many opinions and yet so little stand.

Truth be told, I don't know if half of these even make any sense, but I really have this powerful feeling that they do (make sense) about this world we're all living in. Don't you?

P/s: I tried to be a good friend to you, but you just shut me down like that *snaps fingers*. Well, thank you. I now have no intention of befriending people like you. Like you who do not appreciate the company/presence of another friend!

The Vampire Diaries.

2012-01-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

Awh maaaaaannn. I hated this TV series when I first watched it in 2010. Or was it 2009? Guess what? Watched it again after my finals (it was less than a fortnight ago) and I have to say, it got me hooked! First 5 episodes, I was literally dying for some good episode or plot. Well, my roommies are obsessive over The Vampire Diaries and I just thought, why not give it a shot eh?

So then, I succumbed to peer pressure and am constantly playing TVD on my lappy on a daily basis! And no sooner than I started, my cousin came up to me about The Big Bang Theory, Pretty Little Liars and well, The Vampire Diaries. The show dah basi dah haha. Heck. I love Damon's facial expression. That's one of the few things that keeps me addicted. Ah well. I'm off to drool over Damon. Or Ian Somerhalder (his real name is soooooo much hotter)

Ian Somerhalder, ladies and gentlemen!

revealed.

2012-01-22T05:30:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah I can't help it. I just keep thinking about him, day in and day out! I can't go anywhere without him on my mind.

*face palm with both hands*

Do you get me? Does anybody get me? But you're not mine. You were never mine to begin with. But (again)..

..nevertheless.

I still do.

P/s: Sorry bleeps. I didn't mean to be all mushy. It just, happens :B

yeah yeah yeahs!

2012-01-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

Muehehe. Done for the semester, bleeps! Soooo..........

...and get GROOVY! :D

finals lagi.

2012-01-15T04:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it's THAT time of the 'season' again. Bad thing about it is, guilt just kicks in whenever I want to have some fun. Or just sit around and idle away. But the good, no, great thing is, IT'S COMING TO AN END! :D

*jumps like a happy little kid*

Muehehe. Tomorrow's my last paper. I can't believe I didn't get a good luck wish from you during my finals. Maybe it sounds foolish to you but it matters to me. It really does. As a matter of fact, a simple "hello" would've made my whole weekend. Maybe longer than that.

Forever you.

weewuuu!

2012-01-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

First post in 2012! Hihi. So, right now tengah finals. Been going on for a week dah. Finals' ending in just 4 more days! How exciting is that!? :D

For one thing, I have SO many things planned in my mind and I can almost see the vision! (Lets just assume that they're well implanted in my brain at the moment). Hopefully things won't go awry cause every time I plan something, it doesn't work out either as I've planned it to be, or at all :|

Cuti nanti, I'm gonna put my utter focus on AFookies, insyaAllah. And then I'm gonna learn how to cook! Wheeeeeeee :D. Who wants to be my cooking teacher? No wait. I should rephrase that. Who's willing to beeee my master in cu...king? Eheh. Lepas tu lepas tu, naaaak lepak mamak puas puaaaaaaassss. Biar sampai lebam!

Nuff of daydreaming, Nissy. *slaps self*

BACK TA WORK.

Of Whom-You-Know-Not.

2011-12-31T05:20:00.074+08:00

.........And of course, me, lol. Well, nothing much to blog about. Just felt like typing up some stuff in this little space blogger.com's got me. So yeah. I'm still unsure about things with him-who-shall-not-be-named. Never loved anyone before except, well, my first. (Can I actually say that? O.O). Technically, I may have fallen in love with Danial. But that's that and it was 5 years ago. 6 if you start counting from tomorrow onwards muehehe :B. Well, it wasn't really a platonic love, I can tell you that. Heck, I was 14 -_-. That doesn't imply that a 14-year-old girl (or boy, for that matter) can't get a taste of true love, though.

Just stating it out. *raises both hands up*

Alright, Nissy, WHAT THE HELL have you been rambling about over there!? *slaps self on the face twice*

Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay :|

So, what's new for me in 2011? I've learnt that:

#1 Doing a Bachelor's Degree can be a gazillion frackin' times harder than what you nor I could've conceived. Or in a more comprehensible phrase, not as easy as you thought it would be, apparently :(

#2 We mustn't interfere with other people's businesses, especially to those who're suffering violent moodswings, be it girl or guy. Like, for example, "Why's he being so annoying, posting all that emo stuff on his Wall or Twitter? He's suffocating my homepage or timeline!". Now now. Play nice, bleeps. We may never know what has triggered their core beliefs and the change of their inner-selves to be what they are today or act the way they did.

#3 Respect your friends' relationship with whatever the kind of bunch they're in. In life, I choose who I want to befriend with and I'll be downright honest with you on that. I'll keep my distance with the bad apples, but that's no reason to wholeheartedly disengage myself with such crowd. You might be able to learn a few good lessons along the way. Who knows?

#4 I'm not perfect, you're not perfect, we all aren't. I stand firm on my ground to what I believe is good and beneficial for me and the company I keep. I admit, I sometimes have the tendency towards being a hippie at times but rest assured that I am not one. I don't mind sharing the same interest with others. After all, we're all made of stardust. I might disagree with you on some matter and you to me, but on another note, that's the difference in opinion I'm willing to take. My advice to you, be a little bit of liberal although the necessity of being judgmental is still there. Be open-minded.

#5 Love is divine. As how I see it, it's beautiful when you feel connected with Allah, The Exalted. And also your family, aaaaaand the people around you (",). Love doesn't necessarily need to be pictured beautiful only when you're with your partner. It definitely holds a wider range of definition, I tell yah. Define it the way music expresses your inexplicable emotions. (Feelings are explicable, you just don't know how to put the words together when they're mixed. Don't get that confused *wink*)

Well.

*crickets chirp*

I do have a few more lessons or as I'd like to say it, note-to-self to share with you guys but it's getting rather late now. It's colon-capital 'O' 5.43 in the morning! If anyone's up for a 2nd update, leave out a comment or something. Be happy to know. Otherwise, just hit the 'Close' button ;-)

P/s: Yes, I do realize the content of my entry has very much deviated from what the title's been meaning to "say". Got carried away, sorry mate :]

take me to the moooovies.

2011-12-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

Anyone kind enough to do as the above? :)

P/s: I am terribly missing my TIRANISZY.

my current food wishlist.

2011-12-17T15:55:00.001+08:00

Seafood Lasagna

Blueberry Cheese Tart

Crepe Cake

THESE ARE MASSIVELY FATTENING FOOD! Cheese, cream, cheese again. :O

Actually, there's a whole lot more where these came from. But fer now, these are it! Ya Allah nak sangaaaaaaat seafood lasagna, crepe cake and blueberry cheese tart aaaaaaaaaaa. Wish there's a Prince Charming somewhere out there coming to kidnap and treat me with these delicacies!

P/s: You WISH, Nissy.

BANG!

2011-12-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

The Big Bang Theory!

Ooooooooh~ So hooked to the series right now. All thanks to a groupmate for the introduction ==''

Aaaaaaaaaaaaanyway, listen na this!

The lyrics, wuish. Comel gila. And I have actually memorized the first 10 seconds of the opening :D. Too catchy to resist :B. Sayang kawan tak ada Season 1 punya. Tengok dari Season 2 and three more seasons to go hiewhiewhiew. Watch it, bleeps! Best seen in times of despair hehe.

no longer a Bakal Komander.

2011-12-12T03:33:00.001+08:00

Yesh, bleeps. I am unofficially unofficial to becoming a Bakal Komander (in direct translation, a commander to-be). I rejected my commander's offer to be one last week cause I knew I'd have to be fully committed into doing it for 4 years. Yeah, 4 frizzin' years. The decision was solely made by myself (although I did get a few friends' opinion on it in advance). Entah la. Truth be told, I WANT to become a BK. Who doesn't want a free place to live in in the awesomely-crowded campus of UiTM Shah Alam? No honestly, I WANT to stay there. It just makes things so much easier that way. Tak payah nak fikir pasal duit minyak, sticker kereta apa semua. Maintaining a vehicle can be a hard job. Trust me, I've been trained by my dad to service the car monthly. And on top of getting a place to stay in, you get free allowance too! Brownie points on that part :B. Banyak lagi benefits dia. Tapi itu la. I have a business to think of and most most most moooooost importantly, I have to study. And I can't study well with so much time wasted on the intensive training of becoming a BK. My studies is my top priority. Everything else has, no, must come as second.

Bye-bye :/

running in circles, coming up tails.

2011-12-10T03:31:00.000+08:00

The Scientist.

Nak dia, nak dia, nak dia, nak dia, nak dia. Yeah. I'm pointin' at 5 different people. Nak je. Johnny Depp, Joe Brooks, hehe. Hold up. I think I have this "in" thing with Mr J's. Anyone out there with 'J' as your initial? :B

Just Somn Sweet (:

2011-12-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

(>^.^)> <(^.^<)

Rip Curl.

2011-12-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

Got meself a brand new purse from, well, whoever :>. And it's a Rip Curl! I know some of you might think Rip Curl as a less-prominent brand, but really! Rip Curl punya stuff macam cool gila kot. It's almost like Roxy's, only a teensy weensy less cooler hehe.

Mind you, I'm a die hard, hardcore fanatical fan of Roxy since, forever!

I've no intention in writing a post on Rip Curl, to be perfectly honest with you. I just felt like blogging, that's all. This week's been an extremely exhausting week fer me. Not mentally, though. Been into this PERKAD thingy for about a month and in its last fortnight (before the D-Day arrived), I've lost 5 kgs, thanks to the averagely-3-hours of training every night. No break, not even on my precious weekends!

Just last week, I was forced to sign up as BK. Tahu BK? Bakal Komander. Oh, great. This is perfect! With all the normal Kesatria activities and LIBK (Latihan Intensif Bakal Komander), I'm never gonna get the chance to bake or meet the clients, open up a booth somewhere or attend entrepreneur-business-related courses ARGH! I'm sorry. I'm not complaining. I'm just, maybe I do sound like I am but in fact, I'm not. I JUST wanna let it out a bit. Sorry to bring your mood down on this one. Been quite an emotional week fer me. Biasa lah. Tak cukup tidur, rasa cranky. Tak cukup tidur, mula fikir pasal family. Tak cukup tidur, jadual makan pun tunggang langgang. Alhamdulillah lah things went alright during the time when I thought they were gonna go awry instead.

Okay peeps. I meant this entry to be a really short one but that didn't really happen sooooo, thanks for listening (I know, reading. I just like 'listening' better mwehehe)!

of an artist and mornings.

2011-12-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

This is beautiful. I listen to this and I was instantaneously reminded of him, however mysterious that is. Why mysterious, you say? Cause I haven't contacted or even thought of him for a very long time. Not since we had this really good talk 'bout a year ago.

Aaaaanyhow, my sentimental mood was aroused, thanks to a certain somebody zzz. By the way, I found this one cool conversation on the net and it really got into me. I mean, the words were DEEP! To me, at least ;-)

"Can you give me one good reason why---now---before it gets really bad, why I shouldn't just take a bunch of pills? One good reason, Louise?"
Willie looks at Louise, whose face is blank, and then he turns to Eva, who now looks angry, defiant.
"Well," he says to her gently. "Mornings are nice."

Mornings are nice, people. And that's when the door to prosperity is wide open, insyaAllah :)

Superman.

2011-11-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

I'm only your man, in a silly red sheet.
Digging for kryptonite on this one-way street.
Only your man, in a funny red sheet.

I don't care how silly or funny or ridiculous you'll look. All I've ever cared about was you being my, superman.

Oooooh I want this SO SO SO badly. SO.

so today was indifferent than any other day.

2011-11-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

blegh.

P/s: Yeh, I used Paint to draw the eyes. And nose.

happy people, happy world.

2011-11-08T04:34:00.000+08:00

You say the world is cruel. You say, "The world isn't as beautiful as you think it is". You say, a lot of things. Stop. Stop taking all the negative things that are happening in planet earth into account when you're negligibly thinking of the pleasant ones.

Stop imagining the worse.

I could list down a hundred examples of bad deeds and the list could incessantly. But on another note, you wouldn't believe all the good things that're happening in this beautiful world today. You're just outranking the bad things over the good ones. Personally, I feel the mass media's playing a teensy-weensy bit role in this. Of course, I'm not blaming them for that. No, not ever. They needed to keep abreast of things, I get it.

I juuuust feel that most of the news on telly today are getting their focus on how children are raped, women brutally killed, babies being thrown out of tens-of-storey with their brains all over the pavement ugh, all the gory stuff and whatnot. It's polluting your mind. Stop being such a negative, hunky-dory? You can do the world and people around you a favour by bleaching out all that bad vibes off your mind.

See that picture up there? What, you don't think it exists? Then you have my pity.

P/s: I might be a bit disturbed at this point of time, but won't you concede?

Could've, Would've, Might've.

2011-11-04T02:24:00.003+08:00

We could've been frog and toad in another life.

If only you hadn't acted the way you did.

If only you weren't the germinal of this pain.

If only you had listened, or at least taken the time to make an effort, even the subtlest, for it.

If only you had accepted my apology at its best.

If only you'd cared.

If only you'd stayed.

Only, if.

You'd never read this and I know full well of it. For the 72947th time, I'm sorry. For hurting you particularly on a day I shouldn't have. I, might have liked you. Yeah, might have.

P/s: I'm writing this as Joe Brook's Holes Inside playing on my lappy on loop. Addictive, that song is.

i just want.. to say.. i love you. #2 (updated)

2011-10-21T16:51:00.000+08:00

Click hereeeeee :)

play with it!

2011-10-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

Despite the validity of this claim, I feel it rather cute, is it not?

water, breath, rain.

2011-10-15T04:57:00.000+08:00

I need you like water, like breath, like rain. #nowplaying

I started reliving those old songs by Fort Minor, M2M, LeAnn Rimes, Coldplay, Shania Twain, The Fray, Frankie J, Bryan Adams, Dido, Evanescence, S Club 7, Muse, Emilia.....

*takes a deep, sharp breath*

... Audioslave, Aerosmith, N'Sync, Blue, Jet, James Blunt, The Script, Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, T.A.T.U, Shakira, Saving Jane, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Hinder, Hilary Duff, Oasis, Goo Goo Dolls, Creed, Britney Spears, Shayne Ward, Jewel, Nickelback, Christina Aguilera, Lifehouse, Verical Horizon, Vitamin C, The Used, Silverstein, Kelly Clarkson.....

*panting*

... O-Town, Blink 182, 3 Doors Down, Mandy Moore, Cascada, Take That, Staind, Faith Hill, Lonestar, Air Supply, Savage Garden, Pearl Jam (... and I could go on incessantly about this) nowadays.

Aaand now, I'm stuck at Get It Right (Glee) by Finn. All thanks to Jaja, me roommate -_-. Thanks, Ja :>

Nothing much to blog about at the moment. I've got mountains of assignment accompanying me so I'mma head off to it now.

Pssstt! Listen out to the singers and bands I listed in the above! They're the shizz, I tell yah!

flecks of love.

2011-10-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut.
My weakness is that I care too much.

i smiled.

2011-10-07T01:49:00.003+08:00

I thought of you, and I just smiled.

I miss your presence. Yes, I do. But not up to a point where I dread the days the moment you left me, no. I just miss, your presence.

no longer.

2011-10-06T03:19:00.002+08:00

Yeah. I can no longer see you. Congratulations, buddy! You've just got yourself a Permanent Invisibility Cloak on you :)

P/s: You'll read this and you'll know it's for you.

between 'A-Fookies !' and UiTM.

2011-10-05T01:22:00.000+08:00

How DO you manage your time?

Frankly, I feel so unproductive whenever I see any update on A-Fookies !'s Facebook Fanpage or Twitter, mhm. I WANT to bake. I WANT to get my focus on the business but all the same, I want to concentrate on my studies. Don't get me wrong. I'd never flake out on engineering, noo. Can't say for sure but InsyaAllah, I will not. Okaaay. Just wanna let my emotions run free in this little space.

P/s: I talk about A-Fookies ! a lot these days, don't I?

holes inside.

2011-10-03T02:07:00.000+08:00

Yeaaah. If someone would justttt dedicate this song to meeeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Cute song ~~with cute face~~ =B.

Cair laaaahhhh!

Sing me this song (:

telephone call.

2011-09-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wish you'd call. Wish you'd text. Wish you'd ask me about my daily activities and be clingy as ever. I just, wish.

bitching session with "bitchy" roommies.

2011-09-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEHHEHEHE. I didn't mean that. Simply wrote it to make the title sound, well, good hehess. Hari ni banyak gila sesi kutuk-mengutuk budak2 Puncak Alam, Shah Alam and semua jenis alam lah. Everyone is somehow connected to, everyone! Small wooooooorld! Ain't THAT small, innit? (;

Daripada budak engine palam, ke budak science palam, ke budak2 yang ambil course lain2 dekat Shah Alam, fuh. We're not really gossiping, actually. It's more of a, aaaaa, kay I'm lost for words. Hey, this is one of the ways that you could vent out your dissatisfaction ye knowww. Better not keep things to yourself for it might burst into an inferno! No joke :|

Alright. Done with Calculus (well, I did do as many questions I could :B), done with Sustainability subject, and, yeah. That's about it. Alhamdulillah (:

no life after you.

2011-09-18T17:38:00.000+08:00

ambil (hati), simpan, ambil, simpan, pijak! pijak! pijak!

2011-09-16T03:24:00.003+08:00

One of the guys' cheers in UiTM Shah Alam hahaha. Veeery cute!

Kay. The part where it says, "Just cut it out of my chest and end this suffering." is a tiny wee bit tooooooooo emotional. But but, gahhhh. Benci la. I'm contemplating on whether or not to be plain frank with him.

Honesty is the best policy, Nissy.

For once, I'm gonna ignore what my conscience is telling me to do. I'm gonna put on a show in ~~Guy Fawkes~~ mask and make him believe what I want him to believe. Fuyoh. Sounds a bit mean, don't I? Nah. I don't lie my way to things. I like being downright honest with everyone (insyaAllah) since the aftermath is always good. It's sometimes difficult to be forthright and not give offense. Sure, he'll say he won't mind. But take me at a face value, he DOES mind. He will, eventually.

Nissy! What is it with you and emoness!? Get a grip, woman! *virtually slaps self left and right repeatedly*

Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay. Next entry will not be an emo one for I am a duchess full of pep *barfs* :B

Got loads to do before I head back to UiTM this Sunday.

Beli buku2 sekolah;

Tolong Mama buat open house for her colleagues this Sunday;

Pergi UiTM Shah Alam balik sebab ada KESAT~~akguna;~~

Study Calculus and Thermodynamics lepas tu mhm. I fully doubt on this one. LOL.

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For moi's small business :]

* Pergi buka bank account for A-Fookies ! and personal purpose;

* Cari barang untuk A-Fookies ! (special order from a Sarawakian!)

Oh and I gotta BAKE today! :D. Rinduuuu gila nak bake cookies. New flavour coming up insyaAllah! Hihi. And I CANNOT wait for A-Fookies !'s appointment with Real And Wholesome (RAW) Cafe's owner this Saturday! Oh oh, we're also scheduling for another appointment with the Upstairs Cafe's owner/representative as we speak! Looking for every bit of opportunity in life, we are :). Do not lose faith in us! We will STRIVE for success and overcome the obstacles of life for as long as the internet shuts down, insyaAllah.

We'll make an announcement on the name of the cookies once it has proven to be satisfactory so check out our blog every now and then, guys! <(^_^<)

P/s: Pssstttt! Try clicking at all three A-Fookies !'s links! They all lead to different sites ;)

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new roommiessss =)

2011-09-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

Jaja

Jiha

Peyuz

Real name? I... forgot :B

you, yeah, you!

2011-09-05T01:59:00.000+08:00

What, what, what, whaaat. Random crap. My personal affair stays with me. I don't have to announce anything to the whole world to prove it's true so SHOVE OFF.

Got loads to do today. Masuk degree ni, haaa. Habis la. My "economics of gold-digging" shall rise once again muahaha. And I just knew that I have a second cousin who'll be studying in UiTM Shah Alam, too! He's taking Medicine, though. Too bad.

Just thought I'd update this blog a little :>

hi hi hiiiiiiiii.

2011-09-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

Tummy hurts. Head's spinning and aching.

So, I lepak-ed with Tira, Farah, Alep, and Dini just now. Last sekali jumpa Farah before she enrolls in UM beh. Haven't done a lotta things for my registration day in UiTM Shah Alam this Tuesday. Mhm. So this Monday, medical check up, buy some slip at BSN and start packing. Yeh. Ain't packing now cause I'm too tired from, raya-ing. InsyaAllah I'll be all geared up at the end of Monday.

Akak's chocolate cake.

Yeah, I don't see the purpose of writing as I have in the above, too. Hope you bleeps have had a bundle of joy in this year's Raya and gained stacks of duit raya! :B

temporary halt to blogging :(

2011-08-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Gotta cut down the time I spend on the net now. Been quite sometime since my last entry got posted, eh? Tak apa. Cari nafkah, cari nafkah. I'm active-er on Twitter and Facebook, though. Twitter, notably. Anything just give my Twitter a visit! :)

HAH.

2011-08-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

THIS, is me. Sometimes I even have to delay my breaking of fast. So not good, so not appropriate.

nya-nya.

2011-08-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

If you could JUST do me a favour and die today.

Dying on your birthday seems a pretty good thing to me.

i believe he died for me.

2011-08-02T17:13:00.004+08:00

Said he loved me, said he cared.
Said he needs me, and I can't be shared.

"I'm not playing, if that's where you're getting (at).
Listen to me, listen now.
With you I glee, and without I frown.
Playing games with me? Go ahead.
Once you read this, you'll be sorry dead.
I'll die for you, I really would.
I love you, I really do."

... And I believe he died for me.

entry with the most pageviews is.. @_@

2011-07-28T01:07:00.003+08:00

Having an eyesight problem? Just click to enlaaaaaarge.

Okay, don't criticize my pageviews kay. I know the number is diminutive but heck, ZIPPIT. So anyway, tha fish!? "I just want.. to say.. i love you." is receiving 135 pageviews in a couple of days? Sorry lah. Orang tak famous memang jakun mcm ni haha. Duh, just look at my other entries' pageviews man. Bahagi 10-12 kot. Nonetheless, entry tu banyak orang asing je kot y view. The power of love on world wide web lol. Nampak sangat desperate tuuu hehe. Next time kena buat title lovey-dovey lagi lah mcm ni nyehehe :B

Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Saja je nak gloat sekejap. Bukan selalu dapat over 100 views in a day (;

Ayat loser memang mcm ni so suck it up, bleeps!

i just want.. to say.. i love you.

2011-07-25T01:16:00.018+08:00

LOL. What a title to begin with. But you guys know it's from a song, riiiight.

Alright. So, I've decided to update this entry due to the thrifty pageviews I get everyday.

To be perfectly honest with you, I feel bad for all the people who's viewed this entry but gained no illumination (or such) on what I had intended them to seek for (based on the title, of course)

Now, here's the real deal to the title given above.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."

tak cukup tidur!

2011-07-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

Effects of sleep deprivation aaaaaaaaaare...

.

Kay there's too many to mention. So,

This is moi. Kalau lah boleh buat macam ni kan, untuk sehari je, like, no joke, I'd be more than happy to spend my day SLEEPING! Body needs to rejuvenate its lost nutrients (as if I'm lacking any lol).

Penat lah. Sangat penat. Sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat penat.

"Eleh. Kau tengah cuti kan sekarang. Nak penat apa nya."

Iyaaaa. Memang lah. Nak bagitahu semua benda yang aku kena buat dalam sehari tu memang boleh. Sometimes penat nak jawab bila Chu atau Abah tanya nak pergi mana buat apa berapa lama pukul berapa and whatnot. Haih. Sorry, Chu, sorry, Daddy :(

I don't get to spend much time with my family anymore. Don't ever say that I am unaware of this. Keluar dari pagi then balik petang. Balik rumah je terus buka lappy then kadang2 keluar balik petang atau malam tu. Balik dari tu pula terus menghadap lappy. I need to sort my priorities now. Gotta.

scholarship.

2011-07-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

Honestly, there is nothing about scholarship that I wanna buzz about. Although there has been much deliberation on me wanting to, initally :|

I need to... Do something. Something = essay writing.

O.O

How fascinating is THAT!? I can't remember the last time I had my brain brainstorming for ideas in high school, even. Hah. Don't ask me what the essay's for. Long story short, it's for moi business. bee-zee-nez. Zzzzz. Can anyone help me with my writing? Well, o' course not. Who in their right mind would, eh? I wouldn't if I were you, too. Not much to write this time around. Can't think for a proper entry ATM. Think that's that.

P/s: Facebook-ers, no wait. Hackers, please, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RETRIEVE YOUR VIRUS OR I WILL DAMN RIGHT PLUNGE YOU INTO THE PITS OF HADES.

a mouthwatering entreh-eheheh.

2011-07-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

i want ze pretzelzzzz.

Zoundz rempitz zou you? Lawl. Rasa macam nak Auntie Anne's pretzelssss. Almond ones, to be exact. Been a while since I last had any.

Perfect for me who's experiencing sweet tooth ATM.

And watching this My Girlfriend is a Gumiho (Nine-Tailed Fox) REALLY fires my craving for meat. Yes, MEAT. Don't care if it's beef, lamb, etc. I. WANT. MY. MEAT. My hanker for a hunk of tender meat is getting ridiculously tenacious! Whoever's eaten at Seoul Garden would know. In that kdrama, they eat beef like 10 times per episode. Ooooohh. Those succulent meat, sizzles as they're being cooked. Bet they were marinated beforehand. I mean, marinated meat is seemingly the best way to bring out the flavour and juiciness out of it, doesn't it? Hah. Now I feel like having lunch at Seoul Garden soooooo bad! Anybody wanna accompany me to it? (: Truth be told, I secretly want to have lunch there with someone. Someone who knows Seoul Garden well enough (; *Doesn't seem like a secret anymore, does it?*

Ow lookie, lookie! Look what I found on the net :B

:D THIS IS... not what I'm craving for? @_@

Now THIS is more like it :D'''''''''''''''

Found it! This is EXACTLY how they grill the meat in the kdrama I mentioned beforehand. Looks like pork, though.

Aye, then. Think I'm done gawping at these photos ~~and many more on Google~~ fer now. Going off to watch telly in a bit. See ya! (:

Oh and BTW, read Harry Potter's 3rd book on a swing out in the garden this evening. Got to ease my eye strain by looking emptily in to the green grass and gazing dreamily into the space (or sky) as I tried to 'indulge' myself into the Potter world. The feeling of sun pouring on my skin was splendid, too! Lovely feeling, I had. The blue sky was more than words. For this and much more, I thank you, Allah.

maaduu.

2011-07-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

Brief entry this time.

July 3rd.

Penat habiskan masa berjam2 duk refresh page Maaduu dekat Facebook fanpage dia ugh. Buuut, it paid off alright (:

Contest dia, printscreen the page when the fan hits the 1,000,000 mark and email it to Maaduu ASAP together with your details. Prize? An exclusive Maaduu t-shirt! :D

MEMANG tak senang nak dapatkan 1,000,000 cause 5-6 people will like this EACH second. Thank heavens for Unifi.

So yesterday I got this from the Poslaju man.

Got a shirt, two congratulations postcard-like notes from Maaduu and some others. The wait was worth it hee. Not a big fan of Maaduu, TBH. Heck, I got the shirt and that's what matters? Lol kidding. Maaduu's awesome. Thanks for the shirt! (:

UiTM Di Hatiku!

2011-07-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

Okay lah. Baca title kat atas ni pun dah tahu aku dapat mana kan.

Chemical and Process Engineering at UiTM (:

Ini baru UiTM Di Hatiku, kan? Hehe.

Only, the offer letter isn't out yet so I don't know in which UiTM branch I'll be in. Hooooooooopefully UiTM Shah Alam la. I reaaaaally wanna enroll there. I have this A-Fookies ! thingy going on kan. Kinda serious about it. So anyway, heard through the grapevine that offer letters are out tomorrow. Gosh that is scary. Sekali dapat Penang, memang tak masuk IPTS :S. Yes, I'm being sarcastic. Aaaaa. Macam2 lah jadi hari ni. My days are never dull nowadays.

PAGI. Bangun pagi, gosok gigi, cuci muka... *cricket cricket* la-la-la ♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫. Kay sorry. Bangun bangun terus mandi semua then pergi sekolah dengan Amir. Thanks to Azhar, we got to place our cookies at koop (bilik kooperasi, a small room-like that sells junkies, sports shirts, beverages and other stuff to pupils)! So from this Monday onwards insyaAllah, A-Fookies ! will expand its business at SMK Seksyen 10 Kota Damansara (: We'll sell in small packets for only RM1! Can you believe it?? :D. More details will be written in A-Fookies !'s official blog and Facebook fanpage hihi :B

So sampai sekolah tadi, lepak dengan Azhar kejap dalam koop. Borak2 apa semua, aaa lama gila la tak jumpa dia. Got to know how my other ex-classmates are doing right now and all. Banyak gila discuss pasal business tadi. Aaaaall sorts of business! Azhar memang menolong gila lah. Oh hey listen, if you guys need your laptop or PC repaired/formatted/etc, lemme know! Azhar's good at it. For such a reasonable price too! Okay then dah 11.30am, pergi jumpa Pn. Yusra kejap. Bincang2 sambil bagi samples sikit dekat cikgu2 nearby and we got ourselves a green light hee alhamdulillah. On the way nak balik, terjumpa Cikgu Kuhanis pulaaaaa. And the rest of Scouts member. Rindu gila tengok baju pengakap T_T. Apa lagi, bagi samples lah dekat cikgu and budak2 tu kan hahah. 5 minutes later, Cikgu Shikah pula lalu kat tempat sama. Borak sikit, cakap pasal itu ini itu ini, baliiiiiik.

But wait. Tunggu duluu. Sekejap betul keluar? Amir and I decided to stop by at AJWA. Beli roti and air sikit, jumpa Fana, blablabla balik. Tahu2 je semua dah bising pasal UPU yang baru keluar 'bout half an hour ago (it was .12.30pm when I got home). Terus check? Nooo. Call PA kesayangan dulu haha.

Kriiiing!

Farah: Hello assalamualaikum?
Moi: WEH DAPAT MANA DOH!? (terlupa langsung nak jawab salam Farah ya Allah)
Farah: Haaa weh! Kau!?
Moi: AKU TANYA KAU DULUUUUUU.
Farah: Student ID kau apa?? Meh aku check!
Moi: Taknak! Taknak! Taknak! Taknak! Taknak! Taknak!
Farah: Alaaaa cepat la Nissssss.
Moi: Okay bagitahu aku dulu kau dapat apa and kat mana!
Farah: Alaa taknak. Kau laaaaa.
Moi: Aaaaaaargh dsasdkhfjgbwkdenfbakeurwkj!

...And the conversation continued for several minutes till I gave up and told her about my place of enrollment.

Phone dah stuck. Dah la phone memang gila sikit, tambah lagi dengan messages yang datang mencurah macam air terjun. Calls lagi. Lama sikit lepas tu baru layan phone. So nak kata dekat sini, sorry kalau ada sesiapa punya text yang tak terlayan. Salahkan phone!

P/s: To those who've secured a place at any IPTA, be thankful for whatever you got. Be very grateful indeed for Allah has set the provision for each and everyone of you, somewhere. NEVER, give up.

me like yew (:

2011-07-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

I like you, you, and you. Yeah.. I think I'm in ~~love~~ like (??) with all three of youuu. One helps me overcome the obstacles in life with his awesome advices, one cares for me like nobody else can (cept mah famalay heh), and another, he, well.. He's a good guy. Only the thing is, I've come to realize that his attitude is becoming from bad to worse in terms of his 'speech' and grumpiness beh. Aaah nevermind. I know who's got the most love from me now. I don't know if you'll read this today, but I know you will someday. I like you, 'you'! (:

Wtfish is this!? Haha. Nak cerita pasal romance pulaaa lol. Gonna head to dweeb's crib in an hour. We'll be spending about 14 hours on the HP rerun (continuation from the second sequel :|) today. And tomorrow, maybe. Me eyes are going to hurt weal bad this time. Snacks? Checked! Movies in hard disk? Checked! More snacks? Checked! Pan.. Personal stuffs? Che... Not checked! :O

Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg Gtg, bleeps! I'll see ya when I see ya!

long day everyday.

2011-07-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

With everything going on now, fuh. I gotta admit, they're wearing me out by the minute. ~~Sigh~~. Gotta make this entry real simple and short for today cause A-Fookies !'s blog needs an update too about what had happened today. Lawat2 la blog tu hihi. Penat tulis tau. I tried to make it colourful and all to harmonize with our childish concept (:

Hari ni jadi cikgu ganti lagi. But no more Science and Math, bleeps. It was Bahasa Malaysia for 3 classes :|. Sorry lah budak2. "Cikgu" ni gila sikit. BM tunggang langgang, BI pun sama. BM darjah 5 susah gila oh. Lagi susah dari budak darjah 6 and Form 1 punya! And I don't go joking around when it comes to this. Dalam kelas siap boleh bagi budak2 nama Facebook dengan url blog lagi haha. An 11-year-old kid already has a blog? How cool is that? I didn't know the existance of MySpace when I was 11, let alone Facebook, Twitter, Formspring, Bebo etc etc etc. Okay, I do know about Friendster though hahah. I was totally hooked on Friendster when I was getting comfortable with the internet 8 years ago. So lepas habis tadi, pergi Sinaran KD pulaaak. Dapat check hehe. Tak la check. Just a receipt mcm tu. Good feeling though the amount is, well, suffice la considering I've only taught the students at Damansara Damai branch for 2 nights JE. Balik rumah, solat and teeeeerus buka YouTube and whatever sheet.

Aaahhh. Here comes the shoulder pain again. Maybe it's a sign? Yeah it's a sign alright. Kay kay kay. Arrivederci, you awesome bleeps (:

P/s: I AM VEEEEEEEERY HOOKED TO THIS SONG ATM. I'VE PUT IT ON LOOP FOR DAYS NOW AND IT DOESN'T BORE ME AT ALL. NOT ONE TEENSY WEENSY TAD BIT! Give it a try, will you? It's an OST for this one KDrama titled Accidental Couple. I think the drama is awesome. Different from the typical KDrama you see on telly etc. Ada lagu A Whole New World, Besame Mucho, Over The Rainbow, aaaaa. Kay I'll stop. But listen to it tau!

all pumped up for some serious business now! :D

2011-07-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

Heya bleeps! And so we meet again >:D. Okay THAT is one evil smiley :3. So I'm writing this post to, yes, update ~~and promote A-Fookies ! to everybody all over the world muahahaha XD~~ you awh-shum peeps who keep sparing me 5 minutes of your life on reading mah blog :B. Thankies, you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you you aaaaaand you over there :)

So I kinda wrote this entry on A-Fookies ! official blog yesterday but I was too busy (and tired, too) updating this small business on A-Fookies' Facebook, Twitter, Blogspot, MY Facebook, MY Twitter, MY Blogspot lol :P. If you've read the latest entry I posted on A-Fookies ! blog, it's like a... Hmm, how do I say it, eh? A dealership? Macam tu la lebih kurang. Some sort of a patronage between Kak Dahlia (AJWA's big boss) and us I guess. But this is fun though! Well, apart from giving me what I needed the most (that is keeping me busy 25/8 heheh). Amir and I keep getting incessant support and encouragement from family members and friends (even strangers, too! :D) that we couldn't help but to feel deeply in debt to them! Of course, there are times when we have to ~~smash~~ overcome 'em obstacles but hey, how could we ever quit when you guys keep reinforcing us with all these supports? (;

My days now are busy as hell. Orang kata, rezeki ada dimana-mana. They were right. Engkau usaha lah walau susah macam mana pun masa mula2 tu. Do not think that you can catch a hold of success in a short period cause if you really could do so, the success wouldn't last. I am saying this by experience and on behalf of somebody's article that I read somewhere on the net once. Lepas masuk degree September ni, mhm.. I don't know what'll happen to A-Fookies !. I'll probably leave it to Amir and get somebody to help him around. Thank goodness he's on his long break till next year! If I happen to get into UiTM Shah Alam to further my studies (which I hope I will), I think I can still pull it off with A-Fookies ! there. Who knows I could expand this small business there? x)

Imma go and watch mah korean drama now. The name's Accidental Couple. Ever seen it?

A-Fookies ! updated (:

2011-07-06T15:01:00.000+08:00

Here! Here! Here! Here! Here! Here! Here! hihi.

Been a busy day yesterday. Woke up at 5am and went to do some work while onlining eheh. Was excited for my dweeb outing I guess? :P. So aaanyway, since I got up early, like really early :/, watched 3 episodes of Accidental Couple on Maaduu.com while waiting for the clock tick-tocking its way to 2pm. Nadia came to mah crib at 1.55pm? Hahaha. Such a punctual persoooon (I meant to say this in a good way hehe). So got in the car, fetched Ally and off we went to OUUUUU. Tengok Super 8, makan dekat Seoul Garden, hee. By the time habis tengok movie, it was already 6.40pm. Tunggu semua solat, wee wee and all, terus vamoos from that place. Cikgu Jam call minta tolong jadi cikgu ganti dekat tuition and I agreed cause ingat sempat je. Jam pula time balik tu zzz. Apa2 pun, we arrived 10mins late dekat Damansara Damai tu. Blablabla, 10.30pm dah habis 3 kelas. Giila. Susah gak science darjah 6 haha. "Cikgu, kenapa nama burung hantu burung hantu?". Dengan muka selambanya, "Cikgu taktau tp cikgu rasa sebab burung hantu suka keluar time malam kot. Selalunya kan kita nampak hantu malam2" haahah. Heyyy, makes sense apa. Impromptu habis ah soalan budak tu. Ha ambil jawapan cikgu ahah. Balik tu makan yong tau fu sikit and terus tidur. Such an exhausting day. Today bangun2 ada 9 texts and a misscall. Memang tak blur kepala nak reply semua. Alhamdulillah, got pre good amount of orders today :). Boleh la nak hidup. Then Cikgu Jam text minta tolong jadi cikgu ganti lagi malam ni. Same place, same time but different classes je. I said yes since I don't have any plans pun for tonight. I think.

Pendeeeeek kata, there are just too many things on my mind right now and I'm sorry if I'm acting like a jerk or somn. I gotta handle the business, which is NOT as easy as it appears to be. We're gonna do deliveries from now on but first, I gotta check with Post Office on the postage fee. Just wanted to make sure. Going to Giant in 30 pun ni. And then I have to discuss things with Cikgu Jam about tonight. Farah tak boleh so yeah. Cikgu pula tak balas message :( Credit tinggal belas2 sen. Crappy situation I'm in, eh? Lepas tu nak kena beli HP tix this Friday at 10am and there'll be a sleepover at Nadia's house this Fridayyyy. Eh silap this Tuesday! Change of plans because Nadia has to go to Penang. Ally pula gotta go to this concert on Friday night, which she's forgotten aaaaall about it. Can't pin the blame on anyone cause they're saddened by this turn of event too. And I have to go to UiTM Shah Alam juga! Everything just slipped my mind at that point of time where we were planning the sleepover. This HP reruns at Nadia's house is making me eager as ever! :D. So lepas tuuuu, I have to meet a few friends for business purposes today, tomorrow, Saturday, and urm, I don't know when lagi. Aaaaa banyak benda lah nak kena fikir sekarang. Sorry kalau aku nampak mcm lupa kawan :(. Kau pun tahu aku bukannya jenis yang akan busy mcm ni. I even had to jot down the things I have to do in an A4 paper. Belum tengok my reminders dalam phone.

Whatever it is, alhamdulillah la ada kerja nak buat. Sebelum ni asal takda kerja je, bising, complain. Sekarang Allah dah bagi banyak jangan nak merungut lah Anis Farhanah. Okay. 15mins' passed. Brunch time fer me and to Giant I go.

P/s: If there's anything you wanna ask me about the cookies and delivery, do contact me anywhere. And by anywhere I mean ANYWHERE. Facebook, Twitter, Formspring, blogspot, orrr you could directly contact me on my cellphone (013-6450161). You'd get a much faster response there :B. G'day bleeps (blogger + peeps).

inglourious basterds.

2011-07-03T03:00:00.001+08:00

You got a smile carved on me face. Yes, you (:

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Posted, "Inglourious Basterds was superb!" on Facebook a couple o' years ago and Miss See said, "Basterds also nice ah?" Haha. Dad thought the movie was nothing but a drag, apart from the shooting and killing scenes cause according to him, they talk way too much. I guess it's just boys and their toys, eh? At least they didn't converse in a dull manner =='' Cristoph Waltz (who played Hans Landa in IB) is such a good actor. The way he laughed and all, arghhh. Just look at this scene! (You might want to pump up the volume a little cause a faulty gap was found somewhere in the sound system). Or maybe it's just my lappy. Ulang 10 kali pun still tergelak2 tau. But after a while the laugh begins to subside lah kan. Still and all, you'll smile like a fool x). Anyway, his act says it all kot. The world needs more of him. Charming man, he is, aye? (;

P/s: Actually terbalik lah entry ni. The IB's supposed to be at the top, not the other way around. Heck, as if it matters.

akad nikah.

2011-07-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

Lepas maghrib tadi pergi Surau Seksyen 9 tengok orang nikah. Emcee said the couple (a KD9-er) was the first to tie the knot there after the renovation's made. The wife tak nampak langsung muka sebab duduk belakang dia. The hubby kecil sajaaaa eheh. Cute face, he has. The guy's the youngest between his 4 siblings and the wifey is all on the contrary. Eldest amongst her 4 siblings. And guess what, terkejut bila emcee kata the guy is actually the director of Upin & Ipin! The wife wasn't gonna watch the husband directing the movie without her getting involved. Since both are into graphic/design and stuff, the wife leads the animation thingy while the husband gets ideas from the wife. And from the producer semua juga lah, of course. Lepas dengar dekat sejam setengah emcee cakap pasal apa tah, the guy pun buat la lafaz nikah. I think he was trembling the whole time he made the lafaz cause the people were laughing (in good terms) at him. Dia tersenyum2 je aww. So lepas tu dia sarung cincin dekat wife dia, in which I feel, um, taktau la how to put it in words. Rasa macam, huish. Ha macam tu la lebih kurang. Like, zomg they're 'legal' now lol. And then the guy pasangkan gelang tangan dekat wife dia lagi. A silver one (: The wife macam ada buat something dekat the husband tapi tak nampak sebab cameramen lalu sana sini and langgar orang lain sesuka hati dia je. Forkin' guy who hit me ~~kinda~~ hard at, at, some place where it is very inappropriate and pretended not to see or realize! Walked away like nothing happened and terus betul2kan camera tapi tak tangkap gambar pun whatthefork! Macam nak pergi kelar2 je leher dia like how they did in Saw. Sheet, don't tempt me to curse and swear now. Dalam kereta pagi tadi dah mencarut dah sebab laki pondan yang tak ada manners langsung on the road. And I don't like it when I curse. Bukannya nak cakap aku ni saint ke apa. Everyone knows nobody is. I just don't like it. And I reckon you've got your guess of where he's hit me.

What you read here is already the bowdlerize version of my original intent. Don't get me wrong. I still dislike the excessive vulgarism in common colloquial nowadays.

Theeen, the wife pun cium tangan laki tu and after a while the guy pulak kissed her on the forehead aaaa *blush* Pardon me, ahem. Malu lah tengok dia pegang2 tangan isteri dia haha. Memang la bukan first time tengok orang pegang tangan. Just, not where everybody's looking at je. Segan yo. The paused kiss on the forehead was definitely embarrassing to the husband ahaha. I can see it from his mien a mile away! Iya, walaupun aku rabun jauh :/. Itu ini itu ini, habiiiiis. Apa lagi. Hentam nasi lah haha. Lapar tunggu emcee bagi cakap2 dekat 2 jam. This is THE first time ever makan nasi putih dengan ayam masak kicap aaaaand ikan masin. Never knew ikan masin (ke ikan kering? Anyone knows the difference?) could be so good, provided it's eaten with the right dish la kan. Lepas ni makan nasi kosong dengan ikan masin je lah. Can save the groceries by hundreds!

So itu je nak cerita. Bukan teringin nak kahwin ke apa lagi ya ~~Kak Farah~~ =P.

Someday, ay? (;

kaaaa...boom :)

2011-07-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

Hati dah pecah, limpa dah musnah. Nak apa lagi?

There's always this 'someone' (different person) who'd take the edge off when I feel like jumping off of one. Bukan nak ber-lovey-dovey dekat sini. Nak meluahkan rasa syukur sebab ada kawan yang kisah. Kisah pasal apa? Pasal apa2 la haha. Merci, Allah.

(;

2011-07-01T03:24:00.000+08:00

"fcuk, what do I care."

The 'fcuk' there says it all, boy. If you didn't mind, you wouldn't be so upset. Temperament of a kid, yeh 'ave.

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Fingers are at 25 degree Celsius. Sejuuuuuuuuuuuk! I get cold hands and feet *non-figuratively speaking* all the time. Tapi bila malam2, rasa panas pulak. Though I know I'm not alone (sister's experiencing the same thing), it sometimes bothers me :/. I don't like the feeling of having to put on my socks and walk around in and outta the house. Tak selesa. Dad said I'm experiencing malnutrition. Told him I've got all kinds of nutrition already. More than needed, tbh lol.

Actually dah 2 kali tulis pasal Tyler Ward, tapi tak boleh nak "Save Now" -_- sooo nak kata yang Tyler Ward tak handsome tak hot tak apa tapi dia tersangat lah attractive.

P/s: This is already the 98634931398th time I've edited this entry. Kalau tak dapat publish jugak, suka hati la blogspot.

Allah's Decree.

2011-06-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

"No amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself for the outcome of all affairs is determined by Allah's Decree. If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come on your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee."

Been worrying a lot lately. Perhaps there's a pinch of guilt deep inside this blackish-red heart, too. I'm going through so many... er... situations at the moment and nothing I do seems to be of a help. Family problems, friend's, friend's again. Up to one point I felt like jumping off a cliff. I'm lucky there isn't any in KD *sarcastically saying*. Someone did manage to comfort me a little last night (: A lot, actually. Thanks, you who-know-who-you-are. Went out to see Transformers with Naddy and Shabby. Cool peeps, they are. I'm almost out of voice now, thanks to Naddy zz. Dalam kereta, tak main lah Jessie J semua2 ahah. Britney fer life yo. For a moment, I wasn't thinking of the problems that have been nagging at the back of my mind all day. The mood meter's at 60% Happy now. For the people I have around me, I thank you, Allah. I am very blessed (:

For you, yes you. I know there's only a slight chance of you reading this, but I know you eventually will. Be more understanding, please. I'm not a person without a heart. I have feelings too. And I feel tired, very tired when you can't or don't see eye to eye with me on matters that don't.. well, matter. Don't treat me like a kid. Don't push me around anymore. Jangan pijak kepala aku sangat. Lama2 mati juga aku nanti. Kau dah besar. You can think for yourself and for others, needless to say.

Being too much on the cyber world DOES affect you, eh? The elders were right. And I should've listened. If only I wasn't as hard-headed as I am now.

P/s: Don't waste your precious RM12 on Bay's piece of crap. He created a shit (Transformers 2) and he just did it again.

semua benda tak kena!

2011-06-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

What, I don't deserve a decent life anymore!?

little Harry James Potter.

2011-06-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

Been a long long time since I last held a book and actually read it sentence by sentence, word by word. So I went to Shila's house to borrow this book *points at the photo in the above*. 38 pages in an hour. Okay apaaa. Tak lah lambat sangat baca kan? Although in one page tu, ada la 10-15 sentences yang kena baca twice or thrice zz. Biasa la kan baca buku2 macam ni. It's J. K. Rowling kot. The degree of her language skills is beyond my comprehension. I won't lie. Baca buku Harry Potter dengan Oxford Wordpower and The Concise Oxford Dictionary dekat sebelah. Iya lah. Dari baca tak faham (though I can get the gist of what Rowling's trying to convey in that sentence), baik buka kamus. Apa guna beli mahal2 kalau tak guna kan? (;

Honestly, I'd have several visits at the dictionary.com everyday. Ya, setiap hari. Sebab hari2 akan jumpa perkataan yang tak pernah tahu atau tak pernah dengar atau tak pernah kisah nak ambil tahu. So when the time comes, semua pun search dekat website tu. I even searched for "envelope" cause I wanna know how to exactly pronounce it. I am obsessed ~~and in love~~ with dictionaries and thesauruses. Adui la. Kena ejek dengan kakak like all the time for that :(. Tak apa la nak buka kamus 50 kali pun! >:/

So anyway, back to Potter. Kalau dalam buku, baca sejam baru dekat part Hagrid masuk rumah the Dursley (can't remember the name, tbh) whereas dalam movie part tu baru dekat first 20 minutes. And this is why I prefer watching movies than reading the book. I don't dig lovey dovey novels. I dig fairy tales, and any magic-related ones. Nak kata childish? Siapaaaaaaaa kata baca buku pasal fairies macam budak2 tak matang? Siapa kata? Sorry got carried away for a moment there. Dulu cuba baca Twilight tapi tak berjaya habiskan pun. Managed to set my eyes on 4 freakin' pages je. Sahaja =='' Lepas tu terus pulangkan buku tu dekat owner dia (whom I've forgotten, again). I have memorizing issues ya Allah. Susah betul kalau bab2 menghafal dengan mengingat ni. Moving on, kalau dapat habiskan the first series of Harry Potter ni, I'd gladly move to the second (provided Shila bagi pinjam la buku tu haha). But reading a book, and I mean a story book, not the education book book, is so much fun! I get to imagine and visualize things a lot. No wonder they say reading opens the mind. Good, good. Should've started reading years ago mhm. Better late than never though. Tapi Rowling, sorry, Enid Blyton remains at the top. She is JUST a better writer with better visions. Well hey, it's just an opinion. I meant no harm here. No hard feelings yeah Potter (or Rowling, for that matter) fans? All are amazing in their own ways (:

laguuuu rock kapak (:

2011-06-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

Aduuui. Sejak akhir2 ni, suka la pulak dengar lagu2 rock melayu yang.. urr.. kapak? (;
Actually satu lagu je tapi tak kisah lah. Sukaaa dengaaar. Like layan gila kot. Haish kuno betul baru tau. Orang lain dah berzaman2 tahu, kita baru nak tergila2 zzz. Anyway, try listening to this! Dapat tahu lagu ni pun dari Maharaja Lawak. Credits to Sepah though. Kelakar gila Sepah tukar lyrics lagu ni ahaha. You guys should watch it! Thereee. Now it's linked :]]. I'm glad Sepah got the champion title. They truly deserve the trophy. Not saying Jozan and Nabil and Jambu aren't good. They're just not as good, ya get me? But different people different opinion. Everybody's sense of humor differs from another. Alah, Nabil walaupun dapat 3rd, he still gets the most out of the money. Sepah pun dapat like *pressing the calculator* RM116,666.66 je seorang. Thank heavens they got first place. Kalau dapat 2nd or 3rd, kesian la dapat tak seberapa. Though RM50,000 tu pun dah banyak gila asdfghjkl *money-minded $_$*

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So I went to OU with sissy yesterday. Had to literally drag an oven (freakin' heavy!) across the new wing to the old one. And all the more the car was parked faaaaaaaar far away. Sigh. Taaapi, dari bahagian yang cerah, the bicep and tricep muscles on mah right hand are building up! :D. Less fat, that is hehe.

*in reality, like it would make any difference*

A-Fookies !

2011-06-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

I'm back! I'm all for me little business now. Gonna go all out while I still have the time ~~and money.~~ I miss baking cookies with Amir and Tasya and Afif and Abid ahah. Everyone lah. I just miss A-Fookies. Thus, I've decided to fork out a few fiftys and get the business on the road again. It might be tough but we'll get through, insyaAllah. There are flyers now, the Facebook fan page, blog and twitter of A-Fookies ! are active as ever! Ain't easy to handle my personal stuff, what's more the business'.

So anyway, would you peeps be so kind and give this entry I made a peep? :B. I'd be more than grateful if you would (:

just, happy.

2011-06-20T21:14:00.001+08:00

I'm happy. Everytime I get into a conversation with someone, you'll be there, butting in forgodknowswhy. It is, yes, annoying. But on the bright side, I get to see the name of the person I love each time I see your posts. Thank you. Thank you for reminding me of my other half (:
I won't say, "I'm not bothered by the trivial matters you did". I am. But boo you. You're the one in pain atm lol. A word to the wise, grow up and when you really have, tell yourself you've met a witch with a 'b' in your life and that you couldn't be sorrier and more ashamed of your childish acts. I've never had someone so immature in my life before. Talk about being manly zzz. Kononnya "up" sangat la tu dapat speaking dengan hebatnya. Hebat, hebat. You know, I'd plunge you and your pompous speech into the pit anytime so your ego that's been masking your 'noble' mien would abhor you. Get a ~~life~~ girl, ~~dood~~ chap.

It's just something personal. And I couldn't help myself but to speak up for my man.

"Happy Father's Day!". what father's day lah.

2011-06-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

Father's Day, Mother's Day, Teacher's Day, it's all bullcrap. So we need to have a greater sense of appreciation for them only on these "special" days, and not in all areas of life? Think I'm being pessimistic now? Noooah. Not at all. I just can't shake on with it. Which is why I don't celebrate Father's Day etc. Not that I refuse to show my parents a lil bit of love or anything. I just don't feel it is necessary? But then again, logically, there isn't any parent in the world who doesn't long for a simple Happy Father/Mother's Day wish from their children.

So yesterday was Father's Day. Also the day I got back from my 3-weeks stay in Kuala Terengganu. Good times, good times :D. Relatives came by from morning till evening and I was already dead tired by 8pm. Went to "celebrate" Daddy's Day at Carrefour hihi. Bought heaps of fruits! It's like a fruit festival dah. Total fruit frenzy. Grapes, oranges, rock melon, honey dew, guavas, red apples, urm apa lagi eh. Oh yeah bananas lagi lol. Cari papaya tak ada. Kiwi pun tak fresh sangat. Lain2 tu Akak dah bagi amaran dah jangan beli haha. Daddy and I are good as dead if we don't heed her warning. Habis kena bebel. Soooo semalam makan la buah2 tuu :D'''''''' and satay hehe. God macam mana tak berlipat2 lemak kat perut =.=

im beeeeeeekkk! bleat

2011-06-18T07:39:00.000+08:00

Aaaaahh. 3 weeks of pure kampung environment hol fer meh (:

Okay tipu hihi. Dapat online a few times dekat McD aaaand minggu terakhir dekat Kuala Terengganu tercinta ni baru lah dapat tau yang ada open network time subuh2 zzz. Menyesal tak on je wifi tu 25/8. Okay. So duduk sini tak ada la bosan pun, as most of you might have presumed. Ada kereta, semua pun jalan lah. Mmm. Battery's running real low now ish. Baru je nak build up my typing momentum zz. Complete turn off betul. Ni nak bagitahu satu dulu before lappy goes kaput (warning sign appears -_-). Masa dekat sini, as in dekat KT ni, ada la tulis sikit2 dekat Notepad kopite. Pasaaaaaal orang Selangor or KL orrr whatever. Truth be told, memang tak ada guts to post it in here. Takut boleh timbulkan, umm, sensitive issues? I need opinions here. Or maybe I'm just being overcautious cause I'm new at this shit. Shit = blogging.

8 mins left.

I'll make another post when I get back. Chalo :>

ma homies lol :) #2 lol again?

2011-05-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

Soooo, Naddy has finally updated her blog. Yay? Hoorah? Naah. Just a simple ~~smirk~~ smile :D. Needless to say much, read about it here! It is said that her 20th birthday is by far the awesomest. Hmm, I wonder why. I really do? =P. I didn't know she had actually run downstairs just to see if there's any surprise for her lolol. That post I linked beforehand tells a lot, to my amazement. I don't have a SINGLE photo of that night on my phone. Twas all taken by Tasya and Naddy's cameras. Nak tunggu Tasya upload dekat mana2 social network, memang ages lah. I'll grow white hairs before I can get my hands on half of it =.= No, I don't joke. Not this time :| :p

Lalalalalla.

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Semalam pergi swimming dekat Palm Spring after soooooooo long hihi. I almost forgot how to.. swim? Fret not, I am skilled :P. Astaga haha. Kejap lagi lemas baru tahu ish. Tarik balik, tarik balik! *sedut udara* So swim2 from 10am mcm tu till 12pm, pergi RFM makannnn. Most anticipated moment of the day ROFL. No, seriously. Food makes me happy. I'm talking about eternal happiness here haha. Blablabla, 1.30pm balik rumaah. End of the day? (:

So today, we did the same thing, only we headed out earlier. Kali ni lagi sekejap la mandi due to the occurrence of ~~!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&*(~~ undesirable things. I'll stop here before I feel there is a need for some cuss words :/. Dapat makan Maggi TomYam Kyn nyumm. First time tuh! ;D. Good job Kyn, albeit it could've been better xP. It lacks looove (;

sakit lah.

2011-05-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

...because her words are so crass, even I get hurt at times.

You said, "OMG we were so childish back then eh?". I say we still are. Deny me not, you. Trying to make one of us jealous is probably the most childish act. Heck, it works everytime. I won't lie. I'll dodge a couple of times, get hit a couple times, and even have the attempted dodge and get hurt a little. But that's okay. Like I tweeted, humans are never loyal. Manusia. Sayang2 pun, asal tak senang hati sikit, nak cuba sakitkan hati that person, cuba jealouskan that person. For what? Solely because they wanted to see if we cared enough to get hurt? Ahh. Can't blame you on that. Unfortunately, it is aaaall the same to me. Tapi betul lah. Sakit hati sekarang argh. I'm jealous, alright? So mission accomplished for you (; I swear this is a sincere smile!

P/s: Woah. I cannot believe I just posted an emo entry :O. Sorry for the spoiled atmosphere people! :S

ma homies lol :)

2011-05-22T05:26:00.000+08:00

Meet Naddy :)

Sooooo. This is, none other, me aweshum senior ~~whom has just recently turned 20 hehe~~, Nadia Fariha. How long has it been eh Naddy? Been quite some time since we first met, no? :). 2005. The year of a great friendship I've had with this 100-Watt-Smile-Winning-Award little gal <(^_^<)

Shall the reminiscing session start then?

Taknak tulis banyak cause it's already past 4 AM. 4.46 AM to be precise eheh. So anyway, rindu gila masa dulu2. How Naddy would run or briskwalk to my house which is a minute away =.= during the fasting month, how we'd go to Sya's place afterwards, looking no less than some creepy ~~ghosts~~ psychopaths in hopes of getting her all frightened like a little mice haha :B. Mahn. Good ol' days back then. Seeing Sya jumping right out of her skin like a silly little girl is just satisfying! Hehe sorry man. Truth is truth :P. Ah, did I mention, they're both a year older? Wotta wimp :B. Then lepas pergi rumah Sya, pergi rumah Shabby pulaa. Both Naddy and I didn't need to change our course starting from our house pun since Sya and Shabby's houses are located along the way to Surau Seksyen 9 Al-Ulum. It's nice to be in the middle. Middle as in I-won't-be-the-first-one-to-"come and fetch"-others-and-the-last-one-standing hehe.

MelovesyousNaddyyyyyyy! :D

Haih. Banyak sangat la kenangan masa dulu. Having Sya as cousin, Naddy, Shabby and Kak Farah as seniors are a blessing I tellss yah :)). Aduh. Sleepy2. Looks like I won't be able to accompany Angah for ~~a super late supper~~ an early breakie now. Sorry Ngah :/. Eleh, as if he's still awake ==''

I strayed good, didn't I? Apologies.

I'mma end this here for today. I wanna tell you more about them me loves, but I'm just drained atm. And parched, too :S. Hey, holding a cake on your left hand (I'm a righty so less muscle on my left hand. Zippit. It DOES make a difference pfft >:/) for 15 minutes isn't as easy as it seems kay. But I'd do it anytime, for them :]]

Left: Kak Farah Middle: Naddy Right: Sya

"Would your friends wait for you outside your bedroom window with a cake in their hands just so that they could be the first ones to celebrate your 20th birthday with you? well, mine would. And they actually did. I love them to bits. They define, great/ awesome friends." - Naddy

Had a dynamite night tonight. It rhymes! :D. 3 hours of non-stop bitching session and an incessant one for the cussing :P. Homg I don't usually curse but Sya made me! Hahah kidding. One last word from me to you three:

I love hoo? I love you (;

sweet tooth :B

2011-05-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

Oooowkay. Not a picture I was hoping for when I image-googled "sweet tooth" =.= But hey, pre sick hair over there eh?

Me teeth feel sho shweet hihi.

Homg I just realized the Jelly Belly logooo. Guess what? Me have a box of Jelly Belly's jewy beans wight heeew hihihi :B. Alright I'll stop :|

So anyway, think I've got a sweet tooth atm. Asyik nak makan benda2 manis je. Pagi petang siang malam tak lepas dari air teh arghh. Asal tak nampak the tea pot, mesti rasa tak senang, rasa nak bad mood, nak pecah2 barang haha okay tipu. Tapi memang rasa bad mood sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit lah kalau tak ada teh tu.
Fo shizz yo. Is there any perfect treat for anyone with a sweet tooth here? In dire need of one :/. Or two bwehehe. GAH. Wish moolah would just magically appear in ma purse! In heaps too :P

You wish Anis, youuu wish.

Enrty ni lama gila tulis. Dari petang tadi lagi and adaaaa je benda yang kacau. Blah. Dah terlupa nak tulis apa and dah tak 'feel' dahhhh. Momentum nak tulis pun dah hilang zzz. Jap. Dah ingat! Nak tulis pasal macaroons sebenarnyaaaaaaaaa aaaaa. Tak apa lah. Maybe next time.

Pssst. Mr. Syahirul Ikhsan, be my sweet tooth fairy and take me to a teh tarik as promised? ;). And yes, we're ~~good~~ awesome at procrastinating (Y)

Come to mehh bebeh ;)

bleeding toenail.

2011-05-19T05:11:00.001+08:00

So Daddy got a bleeding toenail and it's been a... wait. Three weeks already?

Hm.

Worst fear came true when Daddy had to undergo a minor toenail surgery yesterday morning. Sigh. It's not like he didn't heed the doctor's warning on his toe condition. Every day and night sapu ubat, keluarkan nanah (very painful okay :( ), sapu ubat lagi, tukar bandage etc. Why did he have to put up with all, this. Haish. Tak baik persoalkan benda2 mcm ni. Astaghfirullah al azim. Tak apa lah. Past is past. Tersalah potong kuku kaki, nak buat mcm mana. Lesson learnt, next time kena be more careful and jaga betul2 lah kan. Don't want the recurrence of this, do we?

So this is how the lil surgery looked like. OUCH.

Daddy said he was administered with anesthesia twice on the same toenail. Mula2 kuku kena potong in half. Actually it was cut in sideway, almost similar to that of a triangle shape. Then kena potong lagi for heavenknowswhy. Bius potong bius potong arghhhh sakitnya hatiii tengok. If it weren't because they're normal procedures (I think?), I would've long killed the doctor and nurses. Apa2 pun, I could not have been more grateful to them.

They have saved me dad's foot! :)

So now Daddy is taking a couple of days off and thinking of taking another one for this Friday. Kira cuti 5 hari terus la kan :D. Yela, takkan nak pergi kerja pakai selipar? Nak drive pun sakit, inikan nak pakai kasut. I will not permit that and tolerate it no more. Just look at the bandage man. It's making Daddy's toe look humongous!

This is not my dad's toe. Googled it hihi. But it looks no less than my dad's!

I fret for Daddy's toe for it can be infected any time since it is occasionally exposed to open air during the cleaning of dirt and pus. I'm hoping for a vast recovery on my dad's foot here so my mind isn't really thinking about what it's supposed to think of. I'm sorry. Perhaps us not talking for the time being is for the best?

when the young beats the elder.

2011-05-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

...in love terms :|. How is it that my younger cousins have experienced (or are experiencing :P) tonnes of ~~crap~~ heartbreaks when I have not?! How is it that they're able to cry over a boy for hours when I couldn't, not for a whole minute? This is absurd. A 17-year-old kid even saved me a tip on a thing called loooove? =='' Double the absurdness. And did I mention the kid's a cuzz? -___-. "Anis, when you grow up, you'll know why I cried for a boy, for the one I love. You'll understand the things I'd do for him. You'll learn.". I replied, "learn what, Ika?". "Learn how to love."

WTFISHSTICKONASKEWER.

This is just wroong. I'm supposed to tell her that! ME! ME! ME! ME! ME! ME! NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND! Although I have to say, I don't really give a patty about it. I have cried a litre of tears for my ~~dead~~ cats all these years but never for a boy (apart from family members, duh). Belum masa kot? By the way apa love2 ni ewww lol.

Tak apa lah. Belum masa nak laku lagi haha. I'm nothing like my cousins. Semua player mcm @#$%^&*(). Two-timer? Tak main lah. Four-timer terus. "Money and looks are the two you must look for". Tasya has been holding on to this "principle" for as long as I can remember. Tak baik lah Sya ni. Aku tak. Aku baik.

Mcm nak tulis panjang lagi tapi lapar lah? Brrrr. Screw love. Tak payah nak terkejar2 sangat dengan "loove life" yang korang impikan tu. It comes without notification and it will leave the same way. Ala chill lah? Muda lagi kan. Main2 dulu ;)

Tahniah kepada siapa2 yang hati dia pernah kena patah hancur carik disebabkan lelaki. I'll be looking forward to that. And I kid you not.

When the young and chaste gets together with a dissolute heartbreaker;
and when one prim, the other passionate.

Think you've met your Cmapp? Think again.

hari lebam sedunia.

2011-05-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

I had a blast a couple of days ago :D. So pagi tu Tira datang ambil seeemua2 yang dekat KD ni, ambil Izy kat Subang theeen Hani dekat SA pastu terus gerak Subang Parade. Mula2 ingat nak duduk dekat luar je dengan Illi. Tak ada duit lah katakan. Like I said, I am dirt poor atm. Rasa mcm nak kerja dekat mamak pun ada :|. Nasib je diorang taknak employ female workers. Kalau taaak....

Okay dah terpesong.

So sampai2 je sana, dengan excited je semua orang haha, nampak la kedai tu dah BU.. still TUTUP?! @_@

mal-du-an-deyh! ("impossible" in Korean. kot). So this is us before we got wild.

Muka mcm baru putus cinta haha.

;)

Eff you man? -_-

Masa tu mcm baru pukul 10.40am and ingatkan kedai The Wheels tu buka at 10am, as stated in their website. Hampeh! Memang tak boleh pakai punya website ==. Lucky thing we didn't move an inch from the moment we got there cause there were these people who rushed in at 11am. Dia kata on weekdays bukak at 11am pulak. Tp tak apa lah. 20 mins tu apa la sangat. Taknak punya taknak masuk, mereka2 ni pun pergi la chip in about... urr, RM5 each (?) for both Illi and me. Gila terharu lah I tells yous >_<. Truth be told, agak bruised aa ego time tu haha. Bukan ego, apa eh. What's that thing hummm. Pride? Sama la mcm ego kan. Ah taktau lah but something was definitely tingling as they pass the hat around. But whatever it is, I could not be more thankful to them. Them, me best mates :)). Masuk2, naik gila lah kan?

Kay taknak cakap banyak ~~kang nanti ada orang bebel kata kita tulis entry panjang sangat~~. A picture says a thousand words kan. So get ready for millions of em ;)

Okay rambut Qila time ni smart gila.

Pegangtanganmcmtaknaklepassampaibila2tuh :]]

Tiraniszy FOREVER! :D

Pole dancing lol.

Tak da hal lah ;)

Drained.

Laaaaast picture taken before we head back.

And now I feel like <('.'<) them ketat-ketat.

P/s: Satu badan dah sengal2 and I don't know why. Probably cause muscle nak tumbuh kot hehe. But memang sakit2 satu badan atm like no joke man. Buuuut, twas worth every pain :)

the tale of a movie-goer... Dini?

2011-05-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

Meet Dini Azri ~~not~~, the movie-goer :)

So this is a friend, who fancies rating and reviewing movies that are premiered here in my lovely ground (tanah tercinta :P), Malaysia. He is, of course, a Malaysian lah. (See how my "lah" kinda gave it away? hehe)

So anyway, I like his blog. And I view it almost every single day. I gotta say, most of his reviews are rather accurate. To me, at least. The reviews have their own positives and negatives, and ratings too! There's even a rating system. How cool is that for a newbie like him eh? Hehe. Sorry man. This is a bona fide comment but being new at something doesn't mean you're not or won't be good at it, no? :)

Okay, does it seem like I'm writing this entry of intent to kinda "sell" Dini's blog? If it does, then ~~perfect~~ good! Least I'm sprouting some deeds here bwehehe. Kidding. No seriously, I was kidding x). Yeah I know. Different people, different pov. But why not give his blog a visit whenever? It won't bite you, you know. And it certainly won't be a waste of time =)

I am proud to say that I've been a help to him with this whole review thingy at its early times. Just read this post man :D. And don't forget to Review This! too! Gotta go. Needtafillmetummeyh.

koyak saja.

2011-05-16T02:31:00.002+08:00

. Tired of trying to figure what's what and what's not the what's what. The drudgery of everyday life.

- isi hati orang memang kita ~~tak~~ tahu.

football? nah.

2011-05-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

Dalam2 "nah.", terjerit2 jugak masa tengok match Selangor vs Kelantan hihi :B. Okay, so I went to Stadium Shah Alam yesterday (or was it?) and watch football, yes, to my and your amazement as well.

...

Haih. Masalah datang pulak. Serious tak ada mood nak buat apa2 dah sekarang. Looks like I'm gonna end the entry here :/. Feel free to pay my buds' blog a visit whenever yeah? Dorang ada update pasal malam match tu. Man. I've really ruined the atmosphere now. Shewt.

Tira, Sya, Izy, if I may?

Tira's

Sya Ezral's

Izy's

batuk as in cough as in uhuk-uhuk.

2011-05-15T03:56:00.000+08:00

Now this is the uncontrolled bouts of coughing that I'm encountering atm. I know I get sick quite often and this is probably because of my weak tonsils, but this time, the cough is ridiculously brutal! Brutal enough for me to even throw up sometimes :|. You know, that kind of incident when you've coughed so hard until veins on your neck are seen, your lungs and throat can barely hold it in and you just feel like vomiting, only to realize that you're expelling "air" instead of those predigested food and liquid that are stuck in your stomach and your eyes will be all watery right after. Yes, up to that extent. Uh.

See that isolated vein there? Yeah.

Speaking of which, it JUST happened, again.

EXACTLY how I'm feeling right now. Right, now.

Oh how I wish wish wishhhhhhh for some kind of remedy that can instantly cure this torturous ailment! They say a glass of warm ginger-and-honey juice is a cure for cough. I say that's bullcrap. Yes, it helps to sooth the throat, no questioning on that part but it is NOT a cure. I suppose it depends on people eh? And then there's this Asam juice made from the asam we normally use for cooking. I'm sorry Ma, but IT REALLY TASTES LIKE SHHH. The "sweet-and-sour" ~~scent~~ smell it lets out is already horrible, let alone the taste. I tried to ignore the smell by pinching my nose so as to ease the flow of gulping it in one shot (or several hihi) but it was to no avail. Sorry Ma :(. Ubat batuk dah tak boleh makan dah. Dua botol dah telan ni. Telan sebotol lagi mmg dah boleh jadi drug addict dah zz. Antibiotic pun doctor dah tak bagi. Haish.

Whatever it is, I still have the ginger juice almost every night. Thank goodness I can tolerate the taste. Tu la. Dulu asal Chu masukkan halia dalam makanan, selalu cakap tak suka tak suka and takkan suka halia sampai bila2. Amek kau kena minum air halia tiap2 malam sekarang. Karma really does hit you hard sometimes.

The guy in blue is karma, and the one getting the brunt of the hit is me.

Aaanyway, it's been a fortnight since I've been in the pink of health mhm. I don't know what to do anymore and nothing ever seems to help. Having to clear your throat every nanosecond and losing your voice occasionally is exhausting. And having to close your mouth with pillows or whatever that's near to you cause you wanna lower the noise is just as tiring. What's more resisting cough. Mahn. Rasa mcm nak mati and meletup kepala boleh tak =.= Minta maaf lah dekat siapa2 yang call tapi tak dengar apa2 cept bunyi orang tengah batuk yang agak severe ni. It can't be helped :/

To those who actually cares, doa2 lah saya cepat sembuh ye hihi :B. Melovesyous :)

a day I was busy as hell, but great as :)

2011-05-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

I can't remember much and might leave out some details here. And I might stray as I tell the story (I get easily distracted by the environment and the songs I play on my playlist), type in the most random and littlest things that'd make you go, "DUDE, scratch those unrelated cases and get to your main point man." . But hey, what's a blog for if you can't even express your thoughts, no matter how random and silly they may be, right? So forbear me a little peeps :)

*cracks my knuckles*

Alright. 20 seconds has passed. A minute, FIVE whole minutes =='' *din of the crickets then flew upon this thread*

Okay that is it. Since I cannot remember what's happened in the start, I'll just go with whatever I remember.

Got up pre late yesterday. I was supposed to get myself cleaned and ready before I send Mama to work at 8am (flexible) so Farah, Tira, Qila, Hani, Yona, Jibi and I would be able to beat it to Giant by 9am since we're gonna busy ourselves the day with the spaghetti, all-famous A-Fookies :P and oreo cheesecake nyummm :D. Nom nomz are good i tellsss yah XD. So anyway, sent Mama and reached home around 8.50am, got dressed immediately. Farah came with our "family car" (her dad's Hyundai Hangals) at 9.30am and we vamoosed from my place to Tira's and Giant afterwards. Here's a lil some2 fo yah :)

Besties <3

Farah macam a tumor dekat badan Jibi haha.

Nak terjatuh ni sebenarnya >_<

Roflmao! Priceless ;D

Lala and I :)

San Remo's advertisement ;)

Double peace yaw ;]

MAMEE: The one section where all students would normally go to.

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! <<--- bunyi tengah bawa kereta :D

Tak tahu nak pilih baking powder yang mana...

Finally! The photographer, and the one who fancies being photographed :P

:( to the long queue man.

I do bite my lower lip a lot. Kan Yon? ;)

So yeah. Baking powder, baking soda, all-purpose flour, vanilla extract, brown sugar yadayadayada and off we went home (my place). Apa lagi, terus start masak lah! :D. Terpaksa skip breakfast sbb nak brunch dengan spaghetti terus plus we didn't have much time to waste. Farah, Tira, Jibi, and Yon started off with preparing the ingredients. Green capsicum was nicely diced, bawang besar chopped, and did something with some other stuff I'm not quite familiar with. Me, on the other hand, had to drive Yon to her house (which is located like in a spitting distance je =_=) to get the mixer. Mine's broken :(. Hani and Qila stayed and helped me with the preparations of kitchen gears along with the ingredients needed.

Tira tengah potong... bawang besar?

Muka Tira haha. Shows how much she wanted to 'slit' Lala's throat >=P

Two sticks of salted butta :)

Semi-sweet chocolate chip!

Gula Perang (pronounced as 'pur-rung' by Qila hahaha)

Eggs for the cookie batter.

Baking soda.

Baking powder. Don't get confused now. They're different.

Sukaa dia dapat buat cookies ;)

Took about a couple of hours to get it all done. UH.

A-Fookies in the making?

Spaghetti with sprinkles of Parmesan. Mmmm :D

FINALLAYH.

Batter pun boleeeh.

First batch.

Second one.

I present you, the A-Fookies :p

P/s: I'm so sorry that I couldn't upload other photos. I'm just, err, not permitted to publish those photos. Heck, like it would make any difference. Actually it does, doesn't it? :|

As soon as we were done with the spaghetti and cookies, terus makan spaghetti lah :D. But it was already past 3pm and we were suuuuuuper famished. Tak breakfast and lunch lah katakan. Habis makan, heaps of thank you to Fatin Nur Athirah and Yona Sahira for doing the dishes yang berlambak2 tuh :DDD. Ilovesyous hehe <(^_^<). And no, bukan bila korang dah basuh pinggan baru aku nak cakap I love you :B. Later on, pergi tengok cerita hantu Thailand Coming Soon tu. Shit awal2 lagi dah ada scene takut2 wtfish. Dah la masa nak tekan butang pause dekat laptop pulak tu "dia" keluar ZZZZZZZ -_-! Jerit memang jerit lah eheh. Bla3, bawa oreo cheesecake and cookies dalam bilik and tengok la movie tu. Tengah2 cerita tu tiba2 video tu start dari mula balik. It seems that our deeeear dear dear Tira downloaded only half of it ==''. Lepas tuuu, Hani start jadikan Yon and Qila as models for her Shawl Attic business :). Habis tu, rasanya semua balik dah. I honestly cannnot remember what happened next so let's just end it here. I'm dying to go to bed now. InsyaAllah if something happens to cross my mind whenever, I'll edit this entry. Or not :P

And so, the day ended well and our tummies were stuffed quite well too hihi. For me, it wasn't the food that made my day. Nor the movie we watched. It was the whole idea of gathering and doing something that not many friends would actually do (I meant to say that friends usually go out to catch a movie or some sort instead of cooking), how we were able to sweat out togetherrr (okay, that didn't come out right :|), how we laughed at each other's silly flaws as we cook and bake, how Qila would deliberately steal the cookies :p, how Hani would crack up upon seeing the weird faces I made, how Tira would scream her lungs out like a silly little gal ;), how Jibi would carelessly handle things, as usual xP, how Farah would, well, monitor our every movement eheh, and how Yon would keep her phone by her side (ahem, "Siapa?" Yon? ;D). To put it briefly, all's well and ends well, alhamdulillah. Thank you for yesterday, everything else and thank you for the the type of company you've given me, Allah =). I am blessed.

tell me ghost stories no more.

2011-05-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

Semalam lepak dengan Farah, Tira, Yon, Hani, Qila, Jibi ngan Illi laaama dekat rumah hihi. Best!

Sooooo.....

Pagi tu, Farah bawak kereta Hyundai Hangals dia y 7-seater tu pergi Khalifah dekat Dataran Sunway. Supposedly 9.30am dah gerak sana, tapi biasa la. 9.45am baru keluar rumah kan Faraaah :P. Keluar rumah tu, amek Jibi, amek Hani, then amek Anis Farhanah Binti Mohd Suhaimi Yeong (:D) dengan Lala, then Yon, Illi afterwards, and Tira right after. BLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLA duk memekak dalam kereta tambah2 lagi dengan suara merdu Qila ngan Tira O.O tu, tup tup dah sampai kat Gizaaa. Farah memang pro lah i tells yous. Bukan senang tau nak park a big car in such a small parking space kat situ. Lagi2 for a P driver like us noobs >.< the roads there aren't always on idle ==''. Bleblebleble, makan2, lepaaak la kan dekat situ. Twas a good talk. Lama gilos dah tak cakap2 and suka2 mcm tu dengan semua <3.

Noon, around 12pm mcm tu, we headed to Giant. Hani pergi post shawl dia dekat, dekat Post Office lah -_-. Yon dengan Illi dengan Jibi masuk Giant jugak tapi tktau pulak dorang nak beli apa. The remaining 4 tinggal dalam kereta je sbb perut semua dah kenyang kaan. Obviously malas nak keluar la kan. In 20 mins, off we go to my place. Biasa lah, datang tak dijemput kan hahaha (kidding ;]), Chu pun tak prepare apa2 untuk kitorang. Main laptop Hani tengok Maharaja Lawak la, tengok TV la, organ, kucing, semua kena main. Okay, sorry bunyi mcm pelik sikit :|. Moving on, tiba2 Jibi ngan Yon lapar. Rupa2nya Yon semua pergi beli Maggi Mee Ruski Tomyam (Y), a bottle of carbonated drink and a pack of ice dekat Gianttt. Siapa lagi yang kena masak kalau bukan si tuan rumah yang memang pandai masak ni :P. All my life, I SERIOUSLY have NEVER cooked all 5 packets of maggi mee. Kena guna mcm kuali (or whatever it is that ppl call benda yang kita selalu buat sup tu) besaaaar punya. Semua orang pun makan la maggi mee tu dengan rakus dan seleranyaa xD. Air, cold plain water sajaa. Later on, tah tak ingat buat apa, then sambung tengok Maharaja Lawak balik. Gelak punya gelak tengok Jozan, Nabil dgn Sepah punya persembahan hahaha. Kelakar2. It takes talent to make people laugh okay. Credits to those two groups and Nabil la. Eeehhhh! Alaaaa, tertinggal satu 'segment' zzzz. Before sambung tengoj Maharaja Lawak, kitorang main cite2 hantu dalam bilik. Ada yang cite hantu boleh stretch-kan tangan pergi tutup/bukak suis dari jauh la (agak disturbing gila bila fikir2 balik @_@), ada yang hantu locker la, ada yang duk rebut2 ayat Yasiin dengan ahem2 la. Pocong la. Haish. Takut dengar.

Pastu malam tu tak boleh tdo sbb asyik teringat2. Good going guys ==. I admit, being all paranoid on the things around me is always the aftermath of ghost storytelling. The eerie stories made my flesh creep during the nights man. Even up till today! Or shall I say, tonight T_T. But it's alright. I'mma girl, thus I'm allowed to be a pussy when it comes to these things hehe. Kidding. That's just sexism and BS. Guys can be pussies too. Don't forget, they're humans with feelings and fears. Just jangan jerit atau memekik mcm perempuan dah la. That'd be embarrassing. Big time. And kalau takut sangat mengalahkan perempuan pun, tak macho lah kann ;)

Dah. Nak cerita pasal hari ni punya journey pun tak larat dah nak type. I've lost the momentum cause of this ginger remedy my mum made and forced me to chug on T____________T. Seksa okay terpaksa minum air halia yang diperbuat purely from real ginger tiap2 malam. Fine, taknak tipu, ada la campur sikit dengan honey, nak bagi boleh masuk tekak tu sikit. Ni belum cakap pasal air asam mama buat. Like asam yang used for cooking tuu. Tastes like shhhhhhhhhhhh! Dengan bau dia yang eughhh. First time siap muntah lagi. Alright, alright. I'm goinggg. Sheesh.

turuttutututuu.

2011-05-07T16:10:00.015+08:00

Lil cousin came by yesterday for lunch. Got me to teach him Biology. Sigh. It made me realize how much I've missed learning bio and how much I've wanted to become a doctor (doctor la sangat =_=). Haih. Kenapa lah boleh salah pilih course dekat UPU about a year ago. Kalau tak dah bahagia dah duk belajar science stream dengan Farah dekat Puncak Alam. Ah well. Past is past. Nak kata menyesal gila pun, tak la jugak. That mistake led me to some pretty awesome people :). Tapi betul jugak, kalau asyik berkepit dengan Farah, mana nak kenal orang lain kan. Farah pun bosan tengok muka ni je 25/8 dari fiiiiirst day masa Form 1, dekat dalam van :B. Buut, itu lah. Sekarang dah lepas Asasi, tak tahu nak pursue which course dah. This time tak boleh main2 pilih je for it will be my lifework after college life. Hmmm. Chemical Engineering? Booleh laa. Electrical Engineering? Tak pernah2 suka Physics my WHOLE life tapi sejak akhir2 ni okay sikit la kot dengan Physics. kot :|. Then, what other options exist? Civil Engineering, confirm lah taknak and tak boleh pun since arts have never been my cup of tea. Mechanical Engineering? It involves shitloads of Physics' principles. God nooo I'm not gonna make it through that. Apa lagi, mhmm, nak jadi Quantity Surveyor? Nah. Kakak sorang dah jadi QS dalam family dah la. Biar ada variety sikit hihi. Okay, then there's Computing Engineering. Hm, not a bad course tbh. I've always liked computer-related coursework but fancying that alone isn't enough. You gotta be good in it or you'll turn out no less like this (omit the chemicals),

...tryna solve heaps of convoluted codes that look pre much like this,

*okay okay, I was kidding. I meant like THIS,

*Taken from my Computing Project*

From line 1-21,

- Function main and declaration <<--- for those who can apprehend.

To line 668-688,

- The if Selection Statement.

Jumping to line 753-773,

- The if...else Selection Statement.

Bouncing to line 1006-1026,

- The if...else Selection Statement used with strcpy (stringcopy).

Leapfrogging ~~lol~~ to line 1071-1091,

- Some type of coding that is way beyond our (foundie studs) mind can learn. It can be found in the C How To Program book though.

Aaaaaaand,

Plunging right onto the lines of 1150-1170!

- Can and will be learnt in any further engineering course.

P/s: Sorry I had to minimize the size of the photos. I have no desire in dealing with copyright infringement, should there be any.

Sooo, now what :3. Think I'm gonna stop here for now. There's more but I gotta run. Nak beli ikan dekat Sg. Buloh untuk pond with Daddyo :). Cherrio then!

another sleepless night.

2011-03-13T07:50:00.004+08:00

Yeah, another sleepless night. Sigh. My sleeping time is in such a disorder manner atm gahhh.

****************************************************************

Talking to my roomate about high school life just makes me miss SMKKD10 even more. Yes, I miss my school. I miss my high school friends, teachers, environment, the canteen ladies etc etc. Oh, if only I can turn back the hands of time. If only... Nothing much to write about right now. Had a bowl of maggi mee (Ruski Kaw :D) and a hot cuppa ~~milo~~ nescafe :). Currently playing Yiruma on loop. Gonna go and visit Dreamland soon though. Nights!

Nasi Lemak.

2011-03-12T12:08:00.003+08:00

Nasi lemak. If you don't know what nasi lemak is, then you know NOTHING about food. Well, Malaysian food, that is. I've just had this craving for a plate of steaming-hot nasi lemak for breakfast and guess what? I had to literally sacrifice my beauty sleep and get changed at 7.30 a.m just so I can relinquish my thirst for teh tarik and crave for sweet sweet nasi lemak! Arghhh. I can't believe this. And neither can my dad if he hears about this. Oh, forgot to mention something. I HAVEN'T SLEPT ALL NIGHT. So there I was, with my roomate and two other housemates, got dressed though we weren't sure if there'd be any cafe open in the neighbourhood of 7.30 a.m. Man, you should SEE how shabbily dressed I was this morning with my black tracksuit and maroon shirt along with a black scarf poorly worn. Sigh. No wonder my sister always claims that I commit fashion suicide evvveryyyy time I change my clothes. Another sigh to that. Bahh.). Aaaanyway, back to nasi lemak. All got dressed, went down to Rafflesia (a cafe in UiTM Puncak Alam) in a zombie manner and ordered nasi lemak and teh tarik to go along with it (etc for others), just as I have dreamt of hehe. And so, I have finally satisfied my itch for those two Malay (or mamak?) delicacies ;)

Food. My arch nemesis, and ultimate comforter. My utmost thanks to Allah S.W.T for I am most richly blessed with food and everything He's granted me/us with =)

My Heart Will Go On (Titanic Theme Song)

2011-03-12T11:17:00.000+08:00

Why Girls Should Marry An Engineer.

2010-09-08T04:10:00.003+08:00

Why should you marry an engineer?

Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct advantages over the rest of graduates.

Advantage 1 ; Secure Lifestyle

An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, get married and buy a house too ^.^

Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in a law firm;

Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan;

The arts graduate are still looking for a job;

And the medical school graduates still living in hospital.

Advantage 2 ; Unmatchable industriousness

An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one.

So if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still don't understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness) and one they found the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.

Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you;

The Management graduates who will try to control your spending;

The Arts graduates who will 'change major';

and the medical student graduates who will operate on you.

And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that YOU are the 'one'. Say that you are one of their big project and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3 ; An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.

Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of others -

The lawyers will lie about everything;

Management graduates will cheat your money;

The arts graduates will flirt and you probably just look like a cadaver to the medical school graduate.

Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs and too dumb to lie to you. Plus, they are cooler than others ^_^

Credits to Mysara Newrie for posting this up on her blog.

P/s: I did a lil bit of editing sooo, hehehe XD

What lies in my heart.

2010-08-14T15:36:00.011+08:00

-FAMILY-
Love. I love you, you love me, we love each other, as we are one big happy family! :). Sis, I didn't mean to say all the things I said to you a while ago. It just came out. You don't know how much it breaks my heart to see that you've changed. Allah knows how badly fractured my heart is. Then again, the bond between us are tightened and is still tightening :]]. It feels as if I'm whole again when you, Angah and I are talking to each other *inserts love emoticon*. Oh for the wings of a dove, you're my own sister. I'll just put our differences aside and turn over a new leaf. I love you. And that, will never change. It can never be. XOXO! :*

-FRIENDS-
Yes, I know we used to be close. So close, in fact. But that was then. Then has past and Now has come. It's not that I don't want you to stick to me like a Velcro 25/8. I DO like and enjoy your company. Very much. You're somewhat like a mother to me. You take care of me. And by saying this, I mean my diet, my welfare etcetera etcetera. Buuut, of course, no one can get attached to a person without the arise of jealousy of another person, no? Someone actually felt as if she has lost her "partner". I didn't know that she would feel it that way and that it would be this way. Had I known about this aforetime, I wouldn't have come cozy with you. Really. Ergooo, I'm deliberately distancing myself from you for the better of all of us. I don't have to be awake from my sleep to sense that you've noticed the changes in my attitude towards you, the changes in me, to put it plainly. So do forgive me for acting like this yeah? I didn't and still don't have the heart to tell you how much your "partner" misses your
presence when you're with me :/. Ala, we're still living under the same roof anyway. So I don't think there is a need for us to be all emotional over this. Lol. Hugs? <('.'<) ;D

-MORE THAN A FRIEND?-
Lol to the above :p. Aaaanyway, don't ask me why I did this and that. I have my reasons. I just wanna turn him into a better man and the other way around. Savvy? ;)

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Now that I've poured my heart and soul into this pocket-sized space, I feel GOOD! ;]]
So much for inner conflicts ay? Eheh. Happy fasting in this holy month of Ramadhan everyone! Random much hihi :B

:] :] :] :] :] :] :] :]

2010-03-22T10:10:00.002+08:00

my arms and left leg are soreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. gahhh. i wonder why ^_* :P

Tiralalaa

2010-02-11T12:28:00.005+08:00

I've been tagged !

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Tie A Yellow Ribbon 'Round The Old Oak Tree - Tony Orlando ft Dawn. hahaha. tkde kena mengena langsung!

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Johanna - Sweeney Todd err, ha tu lah. my life is similar to Joahnna's (dalam ST) xP

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Look What You've Done - Jet

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
You're Beautiful - James Blunt. hahaha. yes, I feel beautiful today bleghhhhhhh.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Everywhere - Michelle Branch. yeah. mana boleh ada satu purpose je dalam hidup XD

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Still Waiting - Sum 41. ???????????

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

1973 - James Blunt. hahaha. am i THAT old? >_<

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Selfish - Asia Cruise. :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. maaaaaa!!! abaaaaaaaaah!!! what tha?! reaaaally??*faints*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Never Had A Dream Come True - S Club 7. lebih kurang la. beh beh beh.

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH. jawapan terbaik punyaaa XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Cookie Jar - Gym Class Heroes. ahaa. i love cookies, so, makes perfect sense! heee :D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

High - James Blunt. HAHAHAHHAHA :|. kantoi ther...

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Holy Shit - Dota. haaa? i wanna be a shit when i grow up? penat je pergi skolah 11 tahun -.-!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

So Far Away - Staind. :OOOOOO. betuuuuuuuuuuuuul ;(

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Cry - Rihanna. lagu sedih? se-poiiiiiiiil la mood ;DDD

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx. don't bother waiting yo. i won't be back :]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Fuck You - Lily Allen. BAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. aku tk sangap sampai cmtu aa ;P

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Kantoi - Zee Avi. erkk. kantoi dengan sapeee. tkde makna, tkde makna.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

You Took My Heart Away - Michael Learns To Rock. asal tiba2 bold ni? orang tk tekan pape pun. ish. anyway, ha, tu lah. you took my heart away, love ;)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Everytime We Touch - Cascada. *shrugs!*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down. tah. selalu tinggal aku. hehe. main2 je x]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS
Rule The World - Take That. roflmao! yeah i wanna rule the world by posting this thing. blobs!

Saya tag;

- izy
- atn
- sya ezral
- farah hanim
- farah lina
- jibi
- hani (aku tau kau tkde blog, tapi tk kira. buat jugak haha)
- sape2 nak buat, silakaaaan. tktau nak tulis nama sape dah ;)

cherrios! :)

Sweeeeet :D

2010-02-11T02:28:00.004+08:00

Okay here comes the link!

http://www.facebook.com/pages/A-Fookies-/293953603977?ref=mf

--------------------->>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sini pun ada haha.

Dear FaceBookers, join A-Fookies' official fan page! :D. Hahaha. Bunyi macam tengah desperado pun ada xP. Okay dah. Malas nak tulis panjang2. Dah 2.34am. Nak tdoooooooooo.

Ke hadapan Tira ~~sayang~~ yang kini berada di Indonesia, tolong lah jangan marah ehhh? Nanti saya buat tag2 tu XD

Pleasant dreams bloggers <('.'<)

A-Fookies!

2010-02-03T03:11:00.004+08:00

Well. Amir and I went out yesterday (since it's 3.13am now), looking for the ingredients. Ingredients? Yepp. We're planning on making a business on cookies. Chocolate chips, to be exact. We've planned this for quite some time now but we're just a bit busy with life. Work, outing and the likes. So yesterday his mum picked me up and drove us to a shop that sells bakery stuff. So yeah. After scavenging for the ingredients for an hour or so, we went home. Amir's, of course. It was 4.30pm when we started the whole creating-the-juiciest-cookie-ever thing. Long story short, at 6pm, the cookies (we managed to get 50 pieces! Yeay! :D) were all ready to be baked. But since Amir's mum was using the oven (she was baking a chocolate moist cake. looks yummyy~), I decided to go back. Amir sent me home. On the way back, I saw a 3x3x3 rubik's cube under the co-driver seat. I can't resist it so I solved it before Amir stopped the car in front of my house. Haha. Beat that Amir! :P (He doubted I can solve it in time >_<). Moving on. 7pm, Amir texted me, saying the cookies are cookilicious! 9.45pm, Amir called and drove to my place together with the cookies and left-over ingredients. Tasted it, and, it was quite good for a first timer. I think xP. Though, I think it's a lil bit too sweet. But nvm. Next time tau la nak adjust2 sikit rasa dia x). These cookies are a bit different from others. Unlike the normal ones, ours is chewy. Lmao. Sounds weird when you put the words "cookies" and "chewy" on the same page XD. Anyway, we still have another 44 pieces left and these are just samples. Samples will be given to all and sundry. Soft, chewy, homemade chocolate chips, anyone? Call me for some [0173370018] :)

P.S: I don't have the pictures of the cookies but I will soon! I need to get them from Afif. He was busying himself by taking photos of us and everything else when everybody was coped with the cake and cookies! Pandaiiii x]

RMS.

2010-02-03T02:41:00.003+08:00

"Beating. My heart is not beating. My heart has stopped beating. Beating for you." <<--- RMS.

I'm in love, what can I say ;]. This is not just another crush yo. It's love alright. Oooooh~ I'm growing fonder of you by the second ! <('.'<). I don't know why but there's something in you that pulls my heart in. Mhm. Maybe... Your face. Your voice. Your lyrics. Your songs. Your heart. And what you are :). I hate that I can't talk to you. Not just that, I can't even throw a simple "Hi." to you. Maaaan, that sucks. I wish the world would stop spinning for a while so I could go there and meet you in person and say "Hi." without you knowing anything about it. Beh. He's almost perfect! He is way better than Johnny Depp. :O. Yeah, heart changes no? ;). I'm not saying I don't like Johnny Depp anymore but for cookies' sake, he's an artist and he will never love me. Ahaha :P. Anyway, back to the RMS guy. I've been listening to his musics for months now. Approximately 6 months? Erh, lebih kurang la. And I never get bored of listening to them over and over again day in and day out. I don't think I've felt anything like this before. This is raw to me. Ouh, I wish you could see me RMS. I really wish you could.

HAHA Fest.

2010-01-16T14:47:00.004+08:00

Okay, where to begin ay? I need moneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey. Lots and lots of em! erghh... I DO NOT want to work but desperately need some kachiiingg...

uh, that was random? -_-' :D

anyway, i like doing the gay jog or walk with Nur Nadia. we've been gay jogging or walking for quite some time now and i am happy to say that it really keeps you fit! hahas. and i DO feel merry whenever we do it. since we're living in a spitting distance, we try to do it everyday ;). a friend of a friend of mine asked how do you actually do the gay jog/walk. it's simple. you jog/walk, and laugh your heart lungs kidneys out! it's the best thing eva! ahah. we would walk and walk for miles and talk just about anything and everything that crosses our mind at that time. love, friendship, food, ex-boyfriends, mums, dads, childhood, adolescent hood, ~~adulthood~~, feelings, secrets, truths, lies, you name it, we go it. i don't know since when i became attached or neighboring with her AND Nadia Alyssha. yes woman, you too ;]. and old comeback with old pals :). so anyway, nur nadia and i will be gay walking again this evening and i am off to her place after that. this sleepover is going to be WILD. with all the junk foods, skittles etc, you won't be needing ecstasy after all ! :D. so basically, we'll be facebooking and talking non-stop all night while munching on those tit bits i just bought. guess we'll be wide awake for tonight. beh.

i'm outta here folks. layta >_<

Criminalize War?

2010-01-14T13:16:00.020+08:00

Yesterday. Yes, yesterday. I found my old pal's profile, and decided to add her on FaceBook. Looked at her photos and found an album titled "Criminalize War". I admit, it got a bit of my attention so I gave it a look. I've seen some, no, MANY disturbing photos in there. After observing each and every single photo, hoosh. Felt like I've just been slapped left and right in the face! It made me realize even more now on how cruel the world can be. I don't know if my friend has privatized the album or not but here's a lil bit of info and photos on what the album "Criminalize War" is all about.

"While we're on FaceBook playing poker, pouting our lips, doing the "How well do you know me?" quiz of some complete strangers' and building relationships, this is what's happening out there. Location? Planet Earth." <<--- Dudu :)

Men leaving prison.

.......

A form of torture. Zoom to read.

He was made to stand this way for 15 solid hours.

What is the need for war?

Indeed.

Babies born to depleted uranium.

:'(

I'd feel HORRIBLE.

Tortured and humiliated.

:(((

Among other things, chlorine and other water purification chemicals needed for disinfecting water supplies was banned under the sanction as having a "Dual Use" in potential weapons manufacture.

Water Boarding Torture.

How ruthless.

Urgh, it's sick! >:/

So how do they speak for themselves now, hmm?

I used to dream of fantastic adventures.
Today, I dream of simple things.
I dream of my next meal, I pray I would live long enough to have it.

Some thoughts to share.

"What was the Noble Peace Prize Award for??? You are STILL killing!"
Good one, I must say ;]

Opinions and thoughts for leaders to consider and ponder about.

...and this is what war is all about.

Bound by humanity!
[Courtesy of Dudu]

Can you believe how they are able to practice such animosity on other human beings? Men who don't fear God, they are capable of many things. Satan IS colonizing. Think about it people.

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2009-12-24T12:51:00.000+08:00

I like Ginger Bread Man :D

blegh.

2009-12-22T06:06:00.011+08:00

uhh.

i hate facebookers now. not all of em, but mostly yeah. mengada2.. trying so hard to be or look cool amongst friends. zzzz. "eeh, nak pergi sini ke sana? i'm confused, please help me! both are rated 5-star. huhu.", "oh shit! which handbag should i use? louis vuitton or prada???", "sorry, i don't drink teh ais, air anggur/oren/sirap. tak class lah minum THAT kind of beverage", "eeee, gila geli sial. dengan peluh2 tu semua. tak nak aku main kat luar. nanti hitam aa. skin aku dah la fair and perfect. habis kulit aku" etc. and there's a whole lot more where that came from! okay, these might not be the exact sentences, but they aren't too far from it. seriously, kau dah la laki, jangan jadi pondan sgt boleh tk? kononnya, high-standard sgt la tu kalau behave like that. depan X and myself, "oh, my beautiful *****" and X would reply, "my adorable something2. behind X's back, "eww, ada ke dia panggil aku adorable? tk pasal2. oh well, maybe i AM just too charming ^_^.". uh, puh-leaseee. not even close! yelaa X ckp cmtu, dh kau y bodek dia in the first place. zz, how noob. i didn't make this all up. dia sendiri y post dekat facebook dia. dekat sekolah, perangai cm A, dalam facebook, perangai cm Z. why? sbb dekat sekolah tkde org2 y high-standard cm dia, whereas dekat facebook, all those rich and spoiled brats are in his friends' list. well hey, i didn't say this either. he did. eeeh, dh la. i superduper loathe ppl who are trying to be something or someone else JUST to please others or to fit in a society where you don't belong in the first place. urgh. ni y nak nyanyi lagu avril ni (complicated) :P

bottom line is, i'm reaaaally beginning to despise him now and he's only one out of the many whom i'm beginning to hate. oh and pardon me for my use of language. i was only repeating what he said to me ;]

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Aunt Michelle's gone for a full year now (21/12/08)... :(

im back!

2009-12-15T03:42:00.003+08:00

finally, after 7 months without any new post, i'm finally posting one :D. don't have anything much to say actually cos everything has been said and done by izybunnnn. just check her blog out at 'izycheesy.blogspot.com'. everything's there.. ;]

:D

2009-05-31T08:59:00.003+08:00

eeeeeeeee, boy ada kat sini! haaaaaa~ ;DDD

nodame cantabile :D

2009-05-23T13:02:00.004+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Chiaki-senpai~ i love youuuuuu. hahaha ;DDD

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2009-05-22T21:28:00.004+08:00

sakit otak sakit badan sakit belakang sakit hidung sakit jantung sakit mata sakit kepala sakit telinga sakit limpa sakit sendi sakit kaki sakit hati sampai mati . . .

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bila la boleh main piano... hmm. nak pianoooooooooooooo ;(. shila, i'm not done with canon yet! :P. and check this vid out. supercool man. the sound tu, err, bukan la nak kritik ke apa but it sounded like a, urm. tah aa. cm messy sket. but anyway, i wish i can play like him!! tp memang unlikely la. hehh. aku ada tengok this one movie, best gila nak mati. pmpuan tu main lagu ni, perhh. lembut je tangan (more like her fingers la) dia.

enjoy weyy! :D:D:D

melaka :)

2009-05-17T01:03:00.009+08:00

ecececeee. :P

taman mini malaysiaaaa :)

woooooh :D

peace yaw ;)

tira, muka kau cute ah time ni ;P

menurut izy, tira ngan sina buat muka. yekeee.

wheeeeeee (panas gila oo time ni).

sedap ah cendol tu. serious!

jibi, fiYONA (tiru tira :P), farah=anis?, izybun, tralala~

background tk cantik sgt la. tkpe. orang dia cantik. bahaha.

e'eyhh. tiba2 je kepala tu. tira muka tkde perasaan aa.

weeeehooooooo :D:D:D

menang first place weyhh! alaa, slek aa. tk nmpk "selamat"! "datang" je nampak >;P

sesampainya kami di pantai ini, terus pose cm orang tk pernah jmpa pantai (aka batak la).

alalala jibiii. control seyh!

no comment :P

okay, sekarang baru ada rasa nak buat post pasal melaka :D. so basically, these are the photos that were taken in melakaaaaa. good times, good times. wait, bukan2. supergreat times, supergreat times ;D. twas the first time i got to go on a trip with tiraizy :P. aaaaaaand dengan yona sekaliii :). farah ngan jibi dh selalu dh g camping sume. kan kan kan? so anyway, tu lah. orang kata action speaks louder than words. but in this case, it's photos speak louder than words. hehe. malas la nak type panjang2. so, you can guess la kan apa yang kitorang buat dekat sana. best oo trip kali ni. thanks a bunch to cikgu shikaaah yang jaga kitorang selama 3 hari and coz dh plan nak bawak g genting pulak bulan june nanti ;). mintak2 la boleh pergi nanti. excited excited! :D :D :D

P.S: gambar TIDAK disusun mengikut kronologi :P. oh and the last pic tu, saja je letak. tira, i don't think kau sedar pun gambar ni ada. kan? ;DDD

tiraaa and CS :)

2009-05-07T23:34:00.014+08:00

weeyyyhhhhhh. you were riiight (jgn ckp, "i always do" eh :P). shoot, im stuck dh ngan boston.

you don't know me, you don't even careeee.
ow yeaahh.

anyway, weyh. tk sempat lagi la nak buat post about our trip to melaka. malas doh. hehe. nnt la eh. nnt aku masukkan gambar je. malas nak tulis2/type2 ni :PP. oh ya, aku ada cite y nak cite ni :D. gila ahh. mula2, CS kata nak turun bawah kejap. and i said, "oo, CS nak beli makanan untuk kitorang (farah, niesa, wani and i) kaaan. haha etc". then she just laughed. so i waited for her. tunggu tunggu tunggu, then tk naik2 pun. kebetulan pulak farah dh nak balik so okay la. teman dia turun kejap. tengok2 bila dah sampai kat bawah, makcik van dh tinggalkan farah. hahahah. sian gila. so since farah dh tertinggal van, apa lagi. terus g kantin. otw nak g kantin, terserempak ngan yooooooona :). blablabla, kitorang pun g makan. pstu habis makan, naik la atas balik. naik2 je, nampak la CS. sambil2 tu, saja la pegang perut (kira nak tunjukkan y kitorang dah kenyang la ni :P). pstu CS kata, "laaaaaaaa. dh makan kee. baru ingat nak ajak keluar makan. CS's face time tu cam agak dissapointed la tp biasa je. then today tiba2 dia cite. "awak nak tau tk. masa hari y saya tunggu awak dgn farah tu, saya mmg kecewa sangat bila dpt tau awak belum balik and dah makan. saya rasa frust sampai tk makan malam awak tau". and i was likee, wooooaaaaaahhhhhh. tk sangka CS sanggup tk makan dinner just because dia frust yang kitorang dah makan. i mean, yelaa. mcm, pelik jugak la. anyway, the main thing is, tengah rasa terharu la ni. gila ohhh. tk sangka, tk sangka. :O ;P :D

P.S: CS di atas ialah orang that i admire a lot. like, A LOT. nyesal pulak tk get to know him/her better from last year. CS gempak ah. cool doh. ;DDD

yes no yes no yes yes yes yes no yes yes no no no no no yes no yes no?

2009-05-06T19:10:00.004+08:00

TC? erhhh. no more TC. say hi to CS aka cheese! woohoo!!! :D:D:D:D:D

P.S: yea, i know. tkde kena ngene ngan title langsung. hehh.