What lies in my heart.

-FAMILY-
Love. I love you, you love me, we love each other, as we are one big happy family! :). Sis, I didn't mean to say all the things I said to you a while ago. It just came out. You don't know how much it breaks my heart to see that you've changed. Allah knows how badly fractured my heart is. Then again, the bond between us are tightened and is still tightening :]]. It feels as if I'm whole again when you, Angah and I are talking to each other *inserts love emoticon*. Oh for the wings of a dove, you're my own sister. I'll just put our differences aside and turn over a new leaf. I love you. And that, will never change. It can never be. XOXO! :*

-FRIENDS-
Yes, I know we used to be close. So close, in fact. But that was then. Then has past and Now has come. It's not that I don't want you to stick to me like a Velcro 25/8. I DO like and enjoy your company. Very much. You're somewhat like a mother to me. You take care of me. And by saying this, I mean my diet, my welfare etcetera etcetera. Buuut, of course, no one can get attached to a person without the arise of jealousy of another person, no? Someone actually felt as if she has lost her "partner". I didn't know that she would feel it that way and that it would be this way. Had I known about this aforetime, I wouldn't have come cozy with you. Really. Ergooo, I'm deliberately distancing myself from you for the better of all of us. I don't have to be awake from my sleep to sense that you've noticed the changes in my attitude towards you, the changes in me, to put it plainly. So do forgive me for acting like this yeah? I didn't and still don't have the heart to tell you how much your "partner" misses your
presence when you're with me :/. Ala, we're still living under the same roof anyway. So I don't think there is a need for us to be all emotional over this. Lol. Hugs? <('.'<) ;D

-MORE THAN A FRIEND?-
Lol to the above :p. Aaaanyway, don't ask me why I did this and that. I have my reasons. I just wanna turn him into a better man and the other way around. Savvy? ;)

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Now that I've poured my heart and soul into this pocket-sized space, I feel GOOD! ;]]
So much for inner conflicts ay? Eheh. Happy fasting in this holy month of Ramadhan everyone! Random much hihi :B