Hidori aka Precious walks the earth. :')))[This was taken on the very same day that he died in the afternoon]
Hidori aka Precious' funeral... :'((([Well, this one was taken several minutes ago]
Uh, yeah.
He's a goner.
I've been crying 24/7 since he passed away yesterday (17.08.08) at approximately 11pm but was found dead today (18.08.08) at 11.15am.
Can you imagine, the only companion that I've got my whole life just died.
I texted a few of my friends and of course, my brother.
I asked him to bring Hidori back, which I know is a stupid thing to ask for, and he gave me a few advices.
"You can't bring the dead alive again nor heal it" ;
"Dah ajal dia. Memang tak boleh buat apa dah. Learn how to accept God's will" ;
"Pull yourself together... Doesn't matter you're a healing goddess or what, when it's time to go, it'll go. For the better or good. Ada hikmah. Who knows, if tk mati macam tu, dia mati in other ways. Kira baik la dia mati cmtu. At least tk la kena langgar or anything. Look, ni baru kucing. My friend lost his dad like 2 weeks or so. Mau tk sedih? The memories you had with your pet tu patut diingati. Bukan merungut tknk terima kehendak Tuhan. I know it's not fair. But that's nature. Everybody dies. Regardless where and when. Always remember that kayy." .
Uh, agak insaf la lepas my brother cakap cmni.
Tiger (mak kucing) tu lagi la kesian.
Masa Hidori mati semalam, mak dia baring je beside her sambil gerak-gerakkan kaki Hidori, filled with hopes that her son will wake up.
But, nothing happened.
Hidori dah keras.
As hard as stone.
Even now, tears are streaming down my face.
I just couldn't help it.
I used to kiss Hidori's forehead every time I come back from school but that's just not possible anymore, isn't it?
Hmm...
Gaaaaah.
Sorry if I'm writing trash in my blog.
I just wanna express and let everything out so that I won't mourn on Hidori's death anymore.
I know he's in a better place now.
But I just hope that he knows how much I love him.
I love you Hidori... with all my heart. :'(((
He's a goner.
I've been crying 24/7 since he passed away yesterday (17.08.08) at approximately 11pm but was found dead today (18.08.08) at 11.15am.
Can you imagine, the only companion that I've got my whole life just died.
I texted a few of my friends and of course, my brother.
I asked him to bring Hidori back, which I know is a stupid thing to ask for, and he gave me a few advices.
"You can't bring the dead alive again nor heal it" ;
"Dah ajal dia. Memang tak boleh buat apa dah. Learn how to accept God's will" ;
"Pull yourself together... Doesn't matter you're a healing goddess or what, when it's time to go, it'll go. For the better or good. Ada hikmah. Who knows, if tk mati macam tu, dia mati in other ways. Kira baik la dia mati cmtu. At least tk la kena langgar or anything. Look, ni baru kucing. My friend lost his dad like 2 weeks or so. Mau tk sedih? The memories you had with your pet tu patut diingati. Bukan merungut tknk terima kehendak Tuhan. I know it's not fair. But that's nature. Everybody dies. Regardless where and when. Always remember that kayy." .
Uh, agak insaf la lepas my brother cakap cmni.
Tiger (mak kucing) tu lagi la kesian.
Masa Hidori mati semalam, mak dia baring je beside her sambil gerak-gerakkan kaki Hidori, filled with hopes that her son will wake up.
But, nothing happened.
Hidori dah keras.
As hard as stone.
Even now, tears are streaming down my face.
I just couldn't help it.
I used to kiss Hidori's forehead every time I come back from school but that's just not possible anymore, isn't it?
Hmm...
Gaaaaah.
Sorry if I'm writing trash in my blog.
I just wanna express and let everything out so that I won't mourn on Hidori's death anymore.
I know he's in a better place now.
But I just hope that he knows how much I love him.
I love you Hidori... with all my heart. :'(((
3 comments:
sorry :[
:'(
:P
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